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4.29 AVERAGE


I love and hate this book. I understand why it is written the way it is but still, it hurts. Definitely gonna remember it. It has good spice, good plot and a big twist, the only thing I didn't like was the ending
challenging dark emotional informative mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

5 ⭐️
Normally I would thank the publisher for an arc of this book. But, since I’m here sobbing, all I have to say is ouch. 

I’ve heard so many good things about this audiobook because of the performance and they were all correct. Joe Arden embodies unhinged and deranged mmc’s perfectly and brings the characters to life in a way that can never be captured on paper. Lee Daniels blew me away as well and I will definitely be seeking out more books narrated by her. 

As for the book itself, I was looking for a heartbreaking plot with unhinged characters and tragic backstories and that’s exactly what I got. This book is dark, but it explores mental illness in a way that I haven’t read about before. 

I cried so many times throughout this book because of what the characters were feeling and going through. In a way it felt like Hunting Adeline because of how Christian and Elena navigate their trauma together. 

Their love is toxic in an all-consuming type of way and it’s beautiful and tragic. Check your trigger warnings yall because this story doesn’t hold its punches and the authors note at the end will break your heart. 

Thank you to the author for allowing us to go on this healing journey with you. 

Good thing someone on Reddit spoiled the ending before I finished this or else I’d be dry heaving right now
dark emotional medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

FUCK. Every one of my emotions have been tugged.
medium-paced
dark mysterious sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional reflective sad tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

Mommy said their would be pancakes
dark emotional sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
dark emotional sad medium-paced