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The Deep by Rivers Solomon

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books4bee's review against another edition

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dark mysterious slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.0


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kalira's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional hopeful reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

I found this book not only incredibly interesting (such an unusual and creative base, and yet also so immediately immersive) but lovely and also painful.

Yetu's pain with her life and her people is telegraphed clearly, and it drew me in to her hopelessness, anger, and eventual grasp at escape - and yet the story also twines the reader into how Yetu is so badly torn even
when she does escape the fate that has been killing her
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As I read more and got even further wound up in the story - both Yetu's and of all the wajinru, I truly desperately wanted a happy ending, but also dreaded where the ending would actually take me.
I was, in the end, delighted with the perhaps-not-perfect but incredible resolution that managed to remove the torturous worst from Yetu as Historian . . . and to bring Oori with her, never to be left behind again.

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jessthanthree's review against another edition

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adventurous emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5


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touchegiantsquid's review against another edition

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dark reflective sad slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.0

Amazing premise but the execution didn't engage me. The nonlinearity of the storytelling didn't feel like it was deployed to help heighten the tension or deepen my emotional connections. It felt like a lot of world building that didn't have a smooth place to fit into the story.

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aardwyrm's review against another edition

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dark mysterious sad tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

Short and sharp and bittersweet, balancing the mythos at the core of the worldbuilding with the personal experience of the (most prominent) viewpoint, grim and unrelenting and yet ultimately welcoming. Also mermaids and awkward conversations about mermaid banging. 

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aandromeda's review against another edition

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dark emotional reflective slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75


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samara's review against another edition

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challenging dark reflective

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psistillreadyou's review against another edition

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challenging hopeful informative fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? N/A
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A

3.5


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ivassavi's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging emotional hopeful informative reflective sad slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

(2021 Book#48)
3.75-4⭐️
[Started July 21, Read July 28-29]

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ellariawrites's review against another edition

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dark hopeful medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0

“Forgetting is not the same as healing.”

This was such a beautiful and intense story. I haven’t encountered a story like this before. I haven’t seen mermaids presented this way before. 

I heard about The Deep after listening to an episode of the Sci-Fi Sigh Podcast. The story follows Yetu who is the historian for an underwater group of people called the Wajinru. Think of the Wajinru as mermaids, mermaids that came to be because they are the descendants of enslaved pregnant African women who were thrown over board during the trans Atlantic slave trade. As a historian, Yetu is tasked with the responsibility of holding all the memories of her people. Their entire history, origins, traumas, everything, she has to hold. And as you can imagine, that is a crushing weight to bare. Once a year, the Wajinru hold this event called the Remeberance where for about 3 days, all the Wajinru come together and Yetu gives them back their memories. It’s the only time of the year when she is free from holding the memories. She’s been doing this for 20 years but this time, she leaves. She flees her people. And the story follows her from there. 

This is a story of trauma, and of generational trauma. And carrying that burden is practically killing Yetu. Many times she tries to harm herself or take her own life because of how much pain she’s in. She also experiences gaslighting because her people don’t think it’s that bad. They believe it to be an honor to be the historian, how could it ever be a burden? And the saddest part of all to me is that Yetu feels like a failure. She’s feels like she’s letting everyone down because of how much she struggles to carry the memories. And she doesn’t know who she is. She talks often about how she is the historian to her people and how she is existing as all of the people before her, to the point where she doesn’t believe she herself, Yetu, exists or is alive. 

This story asks some incredible questions. What is a people without their history? Does a people exist if there’s no one left to remember them and tell their stories? Is it right to make one person bare the entire weight of a society? What can happen when we don’t deal with our trauma, if we choose to ignore it or not acknowledge it? Who are we after we’ve let go of all our trauma? Is it right to abandon your people in order to save yourself? 

This story is also unapologetically queer. The characters are queer, the perspective the story is told through is queer, the romances sprinkled throughout are queer. The story also takes an interesting look at gender and sexuality. I really liked the way gender was presented in this story. Yetu says that the wajinru have self determining bodies and can choose to have either, both, or neither parts. And it’s normal for wajinru to have multiple partners at one time or at different times. 

This is as much a story of pain as it is a story of hope. There is so much this book goes into and in a surprisingly short amount of pages. Many many many papers could be written about this one book. Everything in this book, trauma, history, queerness, the environment, and fantasy, all of them weave together to form an enthralling tale that I highly, highly, highly recommend reading.

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