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Ill Will by Dan Chaon

7 reviews

mjoiner11's review

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challenging dark tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0


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ubisunt's review

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challenging dark sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

I liked the themes of the book and the parallels set up between characters, but was really disappointed by an unsatisfying ending and the failure of any characters to have meaningful growth. < spoiler> I think it's consistent with the rest of the book that we don't get clear answers at the end, but I think there would have been a way to make it satisfying without outright revealing a single eminent truth.

I recommend it as a different kind of read, but don't expect a very fulfilling ending.

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mackenzi's review

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challenging dark emotional mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

 Just throwing a cursory review out here about an hour after finishing. Very lovely writing. The kind of prose I wish more novels had; atmospheric, measured, calm. Sticky. And sculpted. Mr. Chaon uses the physical spacing of the words to the advantage of the story. Sentences have gaps, pauses. You as the reader pause with it, your eyes take those seconds to jump along the page, or read more quickly or slowly. It's like cinematography but for writing, the way he arranges the words. There is a measured difference between two columns of words and three, and if they have dividers between them or open space. They cascade downwards and the scenes knit together as if you were watching a movie with quick cuts. It's very beautiful work.

Beyond that is an attention to small details. Characters are candid with you (eve if not with themselves) about thoughts and actions, but you quickly learn that you can have three eyewitnesses at a scene and each one might give you a different story, even while being completely honest. You will find characters repeating concepts; one character will describe feeling like he's out of his own body or experiencing four different versions of himself at once. Five chapters later another character will muse on the concept and definition of disassociation. Characters who are separated by decades will have similar thoughts, repeating phrases almost identically. One character near the beginning of the book comments that poor people hand down trauma like inheritance. Near the end another character recalls someone telling him the issues he was born into are like a virus he could spread. Sons repeat the thought patterns of their parents and it's up to you to connect those three things, despite being separated by 50 pages. 

All of this weaves together to build a subtle web of sadness. There is very little actual ill will in the book. Most characters don't have any sense of malice at all. It is a series of cascading circumstances, tragedy upon tragedy, missed opportunities to make connections, make amends, move on. It's a dark spiral. 

Personally I found the end a little abrupt, but that seems very intentional. Like it is meant to leave you feeling cut off. As the book itself says, the mystery is what people will remember. You cary some knowledge with you from chapter 1 and the book is more about the psychological unfurling of generational trauma than "solving a mystery." The journey is the destination with this one.

My only other qualm is the book being touted as frightening. I may read too much horror and maybe my fear gauge is wonky, but this wasn't an especially scary book. It certainly hit an atmosphere akin to true crime, so that may be leaving people frightened, but don't go in expecting chills. It's a surprisingly calm, dreamy book; distressing and awful events occur, but it's more like watching people fall from great heights in slow motion. 

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robinudell's review

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challenging dark mysterious reflective sad slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

Fans of the You're Wrong About podcast will appreciate the Satanic Panic element and the name dropping of Michelle Remembers in this book! A lot of the writing was interesting, and there were a few moments when text messages or other distractions were visually worked into the narrative very effectively. The running themes of dissociation, being unsure what is real, and how people make meaning out of the things we experience were all solid, although I could have done without the "is this or that person a ~sociopath~" angle. I would have also liked more from Wave's perspective. Overall, pretty good! If you're not in a place to read about terminal illness, sexual abuse of children, lots of drug use, or a possible serial killer, maybe sit this one out.

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callikat's review

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challenging dark sad tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

I thought this was a great thriller, and the ending was really cool. The characters were also really flawed and realistic, I enjoyed how they all fit in with each other. The best part was how the author used the idea of inaccurate memories (even gaslighting to an extent) throughout the book. Kind of slow-paced, but definitely recommend. 

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postman's review

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dark mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25


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weeta's review against another edition

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dark mysterious tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

This book was so engaging and pretty well-paced, until the last few dozen pages. The ending was disappointing and seemed to be thrown together hastily. On a whole this was an addictive, dark read with some really curious characters and some experimental type layouts. 

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