Reviews tagging 'Suicidal thoughts'

The Good Nurse: A True Story of Medicine, Madness, and Murder by Charles Graeber

5 reviews

daniellekat's review

challenging dark slow-paced

2.5

I'm having a hard time rating this since the "story" was interesting but I think the pacing of the book took away from my enjoyment of reading this. I felt like the author didn't have a strong focus for the narrative they put together. The book seemed like a jumble of details roughly organized in chronological order but lacked...something. I'm not even sure exactly what I wanted more of, cohesiveness maybe? The second part's focus on Amy was fantastic but it drove me crazy at how many times she was referred to as the "girl". It was hard to tell how many of these and other strange wording choices were the author's or directly from source material. 

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Medical content, Medical trauma, Stalking, Suicide attempt, and Murder

Moderate: Alcoholism and Toxic friendship

Minor: Child abuse, Sexual assault, Police brutality, and Pregnancy

rosa_lina96's review

dark informative tense medium-paced

3.75

The good news is that this true crime novel seems to break the trend of the police just....being frighteningly incompetent when it comes to trying to catch a killer. It's beyond satisfying to finally see a narrative where the minute that law enforcement catches a whiff of this guy acting suspicious, they're on him like fleas on a dog. No beating around the bush, no "we have to actually catch him in the act before we swoop in", no, they're fully aware that if they don't catch this guy he's going to go on and kill more people, and seeing that knowledge influence every single action they take in the process of bringing him to justice was like a breath of fresh air.

The bad news is that this book lets you know, in rather vivid detail, just how desperately the healthcare system has- and still does- try to cover up any evidence of wrong-doing by one of their staff if they think that it'll bring the hammer of bad publicity down on them. The fact that Charles was able to kill patients across nine different hospitals, the fact that several of said hospitals fully acknowledged that he was exhibiting suspicious behavior and yet didn't lift so much as a fingertip to actually meaningfully stop him from repeating the process all over again....that was nothing short of both bone-chilling and saddening to read. The fact that he could have killed over 400 people, and that his spree could have been stopped in its tracks long before it got to that point, is definitely a hard one to swallow. If it weren't for Amy and her dedication to the cause, it's possible that he could still be out there somewhere. Doesn't that make you inwardly shudder. 

Thought the overall narrative was well-written and gripping enough to make it a worthwhile read, but I would have liked a bit more focus on the patients and their families overall, because let's face it, this deadbeat doesn't deserve even a single second more of anyone's time. I, for one, am glad that he's rotting in prison where he belongs. 

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Death, Medical content, and Medical trauma

Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Blood, and Suicide attempt

himpersonal's review against another edition

challenging dark emotional informative mysterious sad tense medium-paced

4.0

The why is going to haunt me for a long time. Clearly, the man was mentally unhinged, but what makes me so angry is the complicity of the hospitals. They suspected but didn’t care…Grrr…I feel so sorry for his kids…

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Child abuse, Death, Infidelity, Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Grief, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Murder, Pregnancy, Fire/Fire injury, and Gaslighting

jmkendall0218's review

dark emotional informative sad tense slow-paced

3.0

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Death, Suicidal thoughts, Medical content, Suicide attempt, and Murder

beauty_andbooks's review

dark emotional informative mysterious sad tense slow-paced

2.0

I wanted so much more from this book! I was so excited to read it but unfortunately, it was a let down. The majority of the book is spent discussing how the main suspect is going from hospital to hospital continuing his murders but what was left out was the details. I felt like it was groundhog day just hearing about him going to work at a new hospital. I wanted the nitty gritty of murder. It took me so long to read this book because I just wasn't excited. To the end, it was more about the hospital ethics laws and not the actual murders.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Alcoholism, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Medical content, and Medical trauma

Moderate: Blood