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cheriepie's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.0
Graphic: Homophobia and Violence
sfergie's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
This theme of unfulfilled potential carries through the entirety of the story, with the plot touching on ideas such as classism/wealth inequality, addiction, police brutality, complicated parent-child dynamics and a broken healthcare system while never actually exploring any of them meaningfully. This book has all the building blocks of a thrilling and scathing social commentary but ultimately falls flat.
One of my biggest issues with this book is that Bobby is very difficult to like. His inner monologue, particularly in the first half of the book, is constantly negative which makes it a challenge to get through. He’s condescending, judgemental and rude to countless people who try to offer him help – Bran, Rosie, Eric, his teachers, Jorge. He also displays an alarming amount of internalised homophobia – another really interesting concept which is never really addressed, and does not result in any character growth by the end of the book. While I understand that being a surly teenager is definitely a stage of life most of us experience, there’s very little to break up the monotony of complaining about his financial status, Bran’s financial status, Rosie’s presence, and just general snark. Snark is the default mode for Bobby. In his verbal conversations with his friends, he always finds a way to bring the conversation back to him and his issues, as though the other characters in this book exist purely for him; they seem to have no purpose or characterisation in the book outside of serving Bobby.
Another trait that makes Bobby rather unlikeable is his tendency towards lashing out at others by picking on their physical appearances. He makes fun of people for things that they can’t help (nose hair, acne etc) which is exactly what he is being bullied for – something he can’t control. This could have been turned into a character arc of growth with Bobby becoming more self-aware and less nasty as a defence mechanism, but Bobby unfortunately never experiences any progress in this area.
There are also several quite damaging aspects to this book. The biggest standout for me is Bobby’s toxic involvement with diet culture. He spends a large amount of the book heavily restricting his food intake and referring to himself as “dieting”. As someone who has struggled with disordered eating for well over a decade, not at all helped by unhealthy portrayals of nutrition in media, this was really disappointing to see and seemed like a very old-fashioned approach to physical improvement when two seconds on Google would have shown Bobby that he doesn’t need to eat a dozen eggs a day and cut rice completely out of his diet (hello 90s Atkins cult flashbacks) in order to gain muscle. I’m concerned that this blatant display of toxic diet culture could be damaging to young readers.
In terms of the actual writing of the book, it lacks nuance. Coming back to the poorly developed characterisation, it feels like there’s a lot of stereotyping in this book, both racially and with regards to queer people/relationships. Everything feels very surface level and tokenistic, and none of the characters outside of Bobby feel very believable. The humour in this story is also uncomfortable – there’s a definite sense that it’s boomer humour. The dialogue does not feel realistic and as though it were spoken by teenagers. There’s also an awful lot of signposting for the readers – things are overexplained and it doesn’t feel as though the author trusts the reader to form fairly obvious connections (i.e. explaining that “anak” is the Filipino word for son, when it’s very clear in the context of the text what this word means to anyone who doesn’t speak Tagalog). However, given that this is a debut novel, I’ll give the author some slack – but this is definitely a focus area for any future works. Trust your readers.
All in all, although the book definitely picks up in the second half, in the end it fell short for me. I will finish with two parting thoughts: “self-preservation” is not a motto, and PLEASE for the love of god don’t mix cleaning chemicals unless you absolutely know what you’re doing!
Graphic: Bullying, Violence, Homophobia, and Domestic abuse
Moderate: Eating disorder
dingokitty14's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
1) The author explains Filipino culture to the audience every now and then and I wish he chose not to because it took me out of the story and google exists, let people educate themselves.
2) At times the high schoolers felt more like middle schoolers and/or more like this is what parents think their kids are like rather than how kids actually are. However, despite that, they were really loveable and fully-fleshed out.
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Death of parent, Homophobia, Sexism, and Violence
cryscries's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
A queer ya story centering a Filipino boy navigating his way from being outed and honestly terrible bullies (reading it made me wince and I honestly felt for the character) and cute comic references.
I picked this up because as a filam I understood the shock of finding out about pacquiao’s beliefs about queer people. I may not have been a big boxing fan but he was basically every filam kids hero in a sense. The idea of finding out your idol ended up being terrible and no longer being there for you really interested me.
It mostly picks up in the third act and I wish I had more of the character working through it but the ending note on it still felt like a good way to end.
Moderate: Homophobia and Violence
The bullies are very homophobic and constantly address the character with Filipino homophobic slurs and beating him up . It also does bring up what pacquiao said in his statement when in a Q&A about same sex marriage rights quoting bits of what he said.darthchrista's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.0
Graphic: Homophobia and Violence
pey333's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Violence, Homophobia, Bullying, and Child abuse
Moderate: Cancer, Blood, Death of parent, and Physical abuse
Minor: Drug use, Racism, Sexism, and Lesbophobia
tkhenry99's review
3.0
brandon sucks.
and just overall not particularly interesting. it’s not a particularly interesting or poignant exploration of… anything really. bobby’s reflection on pacquiao basically just comes down to “idk if he’s still my idol but i respect him as a boxer” 🤷🏼♀️ and he comes to that conclusion really quickly. lots of potential themes that could’ve been explored that are dropped or ignored.
Graphic: Injury/Injury detail, Outing, Violence, Bullying, Child abuse, Hate crime, Religious bigotry, and Homophobia
Moderate: Classism
Minor: Grief, Drug use, Murder, and Death of parent
imstephtacular's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Death of parent, Classism, Homophobia, Cursing, Child abuse, Gore, Blood, Bullying, Violence, Injury/Injury detail, and Medical content
Moderate: Physical abuse, Cancer, Grief, Mental illness, Religious bigotry, Vomit, Ableism, Body shaming, Misogyny, and Sexism
Minor: Racism and Stalking
oldandnewbooksmell's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Violence and Homophobia