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Graphic: Bullying, Racism, Violence
but also goddamn the two main characters go through absolute hell and back (like legitimately. not to be taken lightly at all. several reviews have described the book as Black trauma p*rn soooooo yeah proceed at your own risk). and like, yes, i get that was probably done to really emphasize the gory, sinister nature of institutionalized racism but also neither chiamaka nor devon really saw any joy in the book? every possible horrible thing that could've happened to them did (apart from being flat-out ly*ched, and still chiamaka came very close). needless to say, they are most definitely traumatized for life after this book. which the book doesn't exactly address. and probably never intended to, given the time skip at the end. however, even during the book it is revealed that devon especially went through some horrific shit as a kid, and the PTSD/trauma response isn't really gone over aside from a brief subplot where he mentions not remembering middle school much due to the extreme violence he endured via being bullied.
overall, the book would've probably done better by being longer. i wished devon and chiamaka's friendship got more screentime, and i kinda wish devon got more closure with jack? maybe that was the point though. devon doesn't owe jack any more of his time, and there's no way in hell that they'd be friends again. i think the main thing i wish is that we got to see more of devon and jack's friendship before jack started distancing himself. because really all we were told is when devon mentions at the beginning that jack is the one person at school he'd call a friend since they'd known each other since they were kids and had a similar class background (both were scholarship kids at their private school). then devon reveals how jack has been treating him different since he came out at the end of middle school so we are led to believe (for at least the beginning part) that jack is just homophobic. then it turns out he was an active white supremacist and all of a sudden devon starts saying that jack was his best friend and talks about how much he loved him. which tbf maybe it was intentional that it took him this long to open up to the reader in his narration since most of his friendship with jack seemed to have developed during the period that was trauma blocked in devon's memory. i cared about jack because he reminded me of my family, but there wasn't much in the actual narrative to make me care about him/devon's friendship with him. so the confrontation at the end didn't hit as much as i think it was supposed to.
overall decent read, would recommend for the messages/themes.
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Hate crime, Homophobia, Physical abuse, Racial slurs, Racism, Toxic relationship, Violence, Stalking, Murder, Toxic friendship, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Mental illness, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Grief, Death of parent, Gaslighting
Minor: Sexual content, Police brutality
Graphic: Bullying, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Racial slurs, Racism, Stalking
Moderate: Violence
Minor: Cursing
Graphic: Racial slurs, Racism
Moderate: Sexual assault, Violence, Classism
I think at times the villain was a bit cartoonish but for this genre, it makes sense.
Questions I still have that weren't completely answered:
Who stopped Devon's suicide attempt? Like I don't think they actually said What happened with the original headmaster? Like was he in on it, or was he against it so they got rid of him? Chi should have just gone to the police straight after the accident. Like I get that it would have been implicating her friend and everything but I feel like the smart thing is to tell the police and if it was real, get leniency for age. Kids, if this happens to you, tell the police straight away because hiding a crime is way worse than the actual crime. It was implied that Chi was assaulted but then it feels like it was kind of dropped? Like what happened with that? Not a question but I think it would have been good if the revelation of previous victims had been teased a bit more. Like when Terrell first mentioned that they the only black kids, he could start looking into if they're the first and maybe find some names but they lose the trail and then they can find the yearbooks and know they disappeared. Feel like that would have felt more like a conspiracy that way.
But honestly, really loved it. Not perfect but did what it was doing really well. Snaps all round.
Graphic: Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, Violence
Moderate: Death, Drug use, Fire/Fire injury, Outing, Classism
Minor: Sexual assault, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Hate crime, Homophobia, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Racial slurs, Racism, Sexual assault, Violence, Toxic friendship, Sexual harassment
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Suicide
Graphic: Bullying, Homophobia, Racism, Violence, Car accident, Outing
Moderate: Stalking, Death of parent
Minor: Racial slurs, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Homophobia, Racism, Violence
Moderate: Stalking, Car accident
Minor: Fire/Fire injury
Graphic: Bullying, Hate crime, Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, Violence, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship
Graphic: Bullying, Cursing, Death, Emotional abuse, Gore, Gun violence, Hate crime, Homophobia, Misogyny, Racial slurs, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Torture, Violence, Blood, Car accident, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Outing, Colonisation, Injury/Injury detail, Classism
Minor: Suicide attempt