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Graphic: Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Alcoholism, Gun violence, Infidelity, Terminal illness, Police brutality, Medical content, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Suicide, Vomit, Stalking, Abandonment
Graphic: Child death, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Gun violence, Infidelity, Suicide
thx for making me cry losers
Graphic: Death, Blood, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Alcoholism, Child death, Gun violence
Minor: Infidelity, Suicide, Medical content, Fire/Fire injury, Abandonment
as always, holly jackson has hit it out of the park. her writing is always so addictive and consistently leaves you with a need to find out what happens next. the characters feel like real, flawed, human beings. the murder mystery in this was so unique—as it always is with hj—and truly a masterpiece in twists and turns.
i’m not gonna be surprised if this throws me into a deep reading slump as i mourn the fact that i will never read it for the first time again (also the almost-ending; iykyk😭)
Graphic: Death, Gun violence, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Murder
Moderate: Child death, Chronic illness
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Grief
So I’m feeling conflicted about this book. On the one hand, the premise is riveting. “Girl solves her own murder with only 7 days left to live”. Whut! But what unfolds is a hyper unrealistic plot of a girl who did indeed survive a murder attempt, is given a week to live, and is constantly at risk of a huge brain aneurysm just waiting to happen. She trots around town solving clues, getting into life threatening, adrenaline pumping situations, her body slowly breaking down each day, and you want me to believe that it’s plausible? Yeah no. As much as this was a fast paced “thriller” mystery, I don’t think I bought the plot at all. Don’t even get me started on the narration of the audiobook…
Anyhow, I have so far only read one of Holly Jackson’s books (AGGGTM) and loved it, so this feels disappointing. I’ll definitely need to go back to her backlist titles.
Graphic: Gun violence, Terminal illness, Medical content, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Child death, Death, Gun violence, Terminal illness, Blood, Grief, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Alcoholism, Cursing, Infidelity, Medical content, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Abandonment, Alcohol
Graphic: Child death, Death, Gun violence, Violence, Blood, Grief, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Child death, Death, Gun violence, Violence, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Despite the plot feeling sometimes like it's progressing a bit too slow, it was still a nice read about Margaret ‘Jet’ who was trying to solve her own murder. The protagonist of this story feels like she has to proof something, has to act and achieve the same things her sister Emily did. While I never done anything like this to impress anyone, not even my parents I could still somewhat understand that if one wasn't the favourite child and just searching for confirmation, wanting to make them proud. I think that Margaret can be a relatable character for some. Just like the author of this book said: ‘I still find myself feeling sad for Jet (and I made her up) so I’m sorry for inflicting that trauma on you too.’ Her life was truly tragic and I think everyone had at least some bit of tragedy in their life so I think it's quite easy to connect with her emotionally. Since I did that too, I was also able to enjoy the story to the fullest, truly rooting for her to achieve something big in life for the first time without self-sabotaging and actually finishing something she started without saying 'later'.
We've spend our whole lives trying to fill Emily's shoes, feeling crushed by her shadow, trying to prove to Mom and Dad that we are good enough too.
This book explored a lot of family dynamics, mostly Margaret's but also Billy's family. While it did take some time to get to know all the characters — their secrets and possible motives for killing Margaret, it also was about their relationships to eachother. How they liked or not liked eachother. And why. While I did mention above that I found the end reveal to be a bit too predictable, there were actually three major ones. Two were pretty obvious since they were connected to eachother and I think that the murderer was a prime suspect, but the family dynamic also had a secret which I did not expect as it was so cruel and heartless, I wouldn't have even imagined that someone would do something like this. It took me by surprise since I didn't expect it at all. I also wanted to mention that this book is quite tragic and just generally sad since it's about grief, loss and how relationships changed over the years by abandonment and hate. They all had their tragic story in some way.
I'm sorry that I'm not Emily. But I was never supposed to be. Took me a while to learn that, and I hope you can see it too. I spent my whole life waiting because I was trying to live a future that was never mine. And I did it because I wanted you to be proud of me. To just once say “Good Job, Jet.” I needed it, lived for it, and I don't think that was healthy, for either of us.
Despite the sad backstories and plot about a woman dying soon due to head trauma, it also had a sweet tone, like romance and showing strength when one faces a difficult time in life. Margaret had a major development at the end, acknowledging that the way she lived her life so far was wrong and made it up for the remaining days she had left to live.
As I mentioned above, the plot twist who the murderer was, was too predictable to me and made the ending disappointing. I expected something greater and I know that Holly Jackson is good in writing about a mystery/thriller, but this time it just wasn't as great as I initially hoped for it to be.
Since everything else wasn't really lacking anything I would still recommend this book to anyone who already read a Holly Jackson book in the past.
In case you haven't, don't worry, it's still worth reading despite the ending as I had fun exploring each character and their past.
My murder isn’t going to solve itself.
Graphic: Child death, Chronic illness, Death, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Terminal illness, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Toxic friendship, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Alcoholism, Confinement, Cursing, Physical abuse
Minor: Bullying, Drug abuse, Drug use, Infidelity, Suicide, Abandonment, Alcohol
Graphic: Child death, Violence, Blood
Moderate: Gun violence, Suicide, Medical content