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kayceeraereads's review against another edition
3.75
I had to set this down several times and sit with it. Not because I didn't like it, but because some of the feelings were a lot.
"Pain is faster than light, and I wish people would not fault me for things I can’t forget or explain."
This memoir is written beautifully. Mailhot does an amazing job weaving together thoughts and feelings in the form of letters and essays. It's fragmented and non-linear, so if you like concise prose, this one is not for you. You're reading her work almost as if you are remembering a memory with her and going through all of the rollercoaster of emotions that she dealt with regularly. It almost reads like poetry.
Graphic: Toxic relationship, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, and Eating disorder
Moderate: Physical abuse, Domestic abuse, Racism, Sexism, and Child abuse
mscalls's review against another edition
1.75
Graphic: Abortion, Adult/minor relationship, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Bullying, Child abuse, Colonisation, Death, Death of parent, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Grief, Incest, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Medical trauma, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Pregnancy, Racial slurs, Racism, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Toxic relationship, and Violence
hannahollihan's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Domestic abuse, Child abuse, Drug abuse, Alcoholism, Eating disorder, Racial slurs, and Racism
teacupsandfirereads's review against another edition
3.5
Moderate: Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Physical abuse, Emotional abuse, Addiction, and Toxic relationship
esmithumland's review against another edition
Graphic: Abandonment, Addiction, Abortion, Adult/minor relationship, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Child abuse, Colonisation, Death of parent, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Eating disorder, Emotional abuse, Forced institutionalization, Grief, Mental illness, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Pregnancy, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, and Violence
memorable's review
Graphic: Abandonment, Abortion, Addiction, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Blood, Body horror, Child abuse, Colonisation, Confinement, Cursing, Death of parent, Eating disorder, Genocide, Grief, Infidelity, Medical content, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Toxic relationship, Violence, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Incest, and Pedophilia
mikki_9's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Death of parent, Death, Emotional abuse, Grief, Mental illness, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Toxic relationship, Abandonment, Child abuse, Racism, and Sexism
Moderate: Ableism, Adult/minor relationship, Eating disorder, Incest, Pregnancy, Self harm, and Terminal illness
Minor: Abortion, Medical content, and Sexual harassment
nmp's review against another edition
4.5
Moderate: Abandonment, Addiction, Body shaming, Child abuse, Death of parent, Eating disorder, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Grief, Medical trauma, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Pregnancy, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, and Violence
biblizo's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Abortion, Addiction, Alcoholism, Death of parent, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Self harm, and Suicidal thoughts
mariakureads's review against another edition
3.0
It truly felt like Mailhot bared it all as she wrote about her relationships, mental illness, abuse, dysfunctional family and what feels like all the emotion in between which what made this harder.
She shared so much of herself that I was never left wondering how she felt as wrapped in her telling is her emotional state and it's unflinching in its honesty and truth. Here is a memoir that depicts all for the murky grey that people can be. This was angry and had every right to be and in that anger, there was a glimmer of something burning brighter.
By the end of this audiobook, I found myself having to rewind and go back as some sections the narrator lost me but the writing hooked me. I can't tell if the way the book was read is the same as the writing style so I might want to re-read this in another format just for myself but seriously what a book.
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Domestic abuse, Mental illness, Toxic relationship, and Physical abuse
Minor: Racism