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This is the sort of book I could write papers about. I could write about Jay Rutland as embodying possibility, and how
I also think this book nails the inevitability of tragedy. There are points where things could have gone differently, and maybe the ending could have been averted, but there was never any real choice. Just like Nancy so often thinks about making a better choice before compulsively making everything worse again, always.
A note on Nancy — God, she's the worst, but she's very compelling. Same with her relationship with Benny. They are what "dark romance" should be, imo.
All that said — this was going to be 5 stars for me until the last about 15 pages.
Still a solid book, and I'd recommend for anyone looking for a good tragedy.
Moderate: Racism, Sexism, Sexual assault
In the end you realize that not much has changed. Salome, Vera and Nancy - no matter what era they are from, they are still subjected to the male gaze, forced to mold themselves to what others want, to (as Vera’s mother says) survive. Salome, forced to dance for her lustful uncle, Vera forced to perform the role of Salome to the point of mental exhaustion, and Nancy struggling to make it big and hold onto a dream that her own father started for her.
Graphic: Racism
Moderate: Misogyny, Sexual assault, Sexual harassment
And for those who are curious before reading this whether there's a happy ending or not,
Graphic: Racial slurs, Racism, Sexism, Sexual harassment
Moderate: Gun violence, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship
Minor: Drug use, Homophobia
Graphic: Misogyny, Racism, Sexism, Toxic relationship, Classism
Moderate: Body shaming, Death, Domestic abuse, Gun violence, Homophobia, Racial slurs, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Grief, Outing, Cultural appropriation
Minor: Addiction, Drug abuse, Incest, Infertility, Infidelity, Miscarriage, Physical abuse, Blood, Antisemitism, Alcohol
Graphic: Misogyny, Racism, Sexual harassment
Moderate: Racial slurs, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Gaslighting
Minor: Drug use, Gun violence, Murder, Alcohol
i loved the format of this as well. there are three main character POVs done from third person, and then intermittent snippets from other characters who are being interviewed for some documentary on the events of the book. we don’t yet know what bad thing is going to happen, but the teases of it throughout made me devour this even faster.
vera was a darling protagonist to root for. the colorism within her own family, the imposed “rules” of gender coming from both her relatives and from the industry, her own desires for love and music pulling her in different directions. she isn’t my absolute favorite SMG heroine, but she’s a star nonetheless.
one thing SMG does really well is women who are complex and conflicted to the point of villainy. nancy is a character who is both so hateable AND so pitiable bc despite her own decisions getting her into problems, you can see the ways they seemed like the only ones available to her at the time. she fails to see that everything she believes vera has “stolen” from her is actually a construction of a white supremacist system. she directs her anger at vera bc she has no means to fight the people who are ACTUALLY keeping her down, and that’s the way the system wants it.
the only thing that really gave me pause was jay. he just felt a little too perfect throughout? however, considering the ending, that may have been intentional.
Graphic: Racism
Moderate: Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual harassment
Minor: Gun violence