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To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods by Molly X. Chang

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roseleebooks's review against another edition

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dark emotional tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

2.0

I really wanted to like this book, and if the entire story had been written more like the last 20% this review would have been mostly positive.

Let me start with what I did like: the world was really interesting. The Romans are a direct reflection of the modern West, but with access to a world that was relatively unspoiled by pollution and exploitation of natural resources. Pangu is a world built around magic which the Romans don't have and this setup has so much potential in the science vs magic.

However, the story is hindered by the first 70% of the book in which it felt like very little happened except a lot of internal monologue of the main character. The book spends so much time telling us how the FMC feels and what she's thinking without showing us the world or characters around her in any meaningful way. The last portion of the story gets better with a bit more plot but I nearly stopped reading so many times leading up to that.

Overall I was disappointed by the pacing and limited view of the world and characters. I'm not sure if I will pick up the next book or not at this time.

Thank you Netgalley and Random House publishing group - Ballantine for the opportunity to read and review this book prior to publication.

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adventurous challenging dark emotional tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.0

I received this ARC from netgalley in exchange for an honest review. 

Since the new year started, I’ve begun reading ARC’s and also actively looking for new cultures and nationalities outside of the norm. This definitely fit the bill. The plot was interesting and fueled by the fight between magic and science, with war right around the corner. I enjoyed the spirituality of this culture and how well thought out it is in the book. The plot did drag at a few points for me, but not for long. By the time I finished this book, I don’t know whose side I’m actually on. 

The characters are multi faceted and have great backstories. The reader really gets a sense of how the characters came to be where they are in life. Even minor characters have a lasting impact. I am hoping we’re not heading towards a love triangle in this next book though; I’ve never been a fan and honestly, I really like Antony. The author does a great job of blurring good and evil; it’s hard to root for someone who has committed atrocities, but she’s successfully done just that. 

The author has a flowing writing style that fits the content of the book. It’s almost reverent in describing the people and their cultures. It was beautiful to read. 

All in all, this was a fun read. I enjoyed the plot and the characters, although it is obvious this is written for an age group younger than the one I’m in. It drug a bit in spots and was a bit juvenile for me in a few spots, but I still give it 4⭐️. 

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challenging dark tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.25

"To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods" is Molly X. Chang's debut novel. I was really torn with this review for a few reasons. First, the book was not what I expected at all. The book is really heavy and deals with very deep issues, which I did not expect going into it. Additionally, I did not like the MMC or the romance at all. The relationship honestly felt very problematic and more of a controlling power dynamic. The ending did make me feel somewhat better, though. I enjoyed the author's writing style as it was very descriptive, but Ruying's thought process did feel repetitive at times. The world-building in the book is intriguing and unique. However, it can sometimes be challenging and could have been explained better/more. I am unsure if parts were left out due to the FMC not knowing it, and we are supposed to be learning as she does, or if it was just a mistake on the author's part. I will probably pick up the next book to see which direction the author plans to go with the series, but I won't be in a hurry to do so. In the next book, I hope we see more detail on the world-building and magic system.

Thank you to NetGalley and Random House for sending me an e-ARC in exchange for an honest review! 

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adventurous reflective tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

*I received a free review copy in exchange for an honest review of this book.

TO GAZE UPON WICKED GODS is a collaborator's view of colonization, as a girl with the power to wield death agrees to work with a prince among the colonizers because he promises to use her in pursuit of lasting peace. 

Ruying has been trying to keep her twin sister alive and their grandmother cared for even as everything else is falling apart. Their city is divided, literally, with half of it carved away for use by the Roman colonizers from another world who have held the city in their grip for more than two decades. The Romans brought a powerfully addictive drug with them, promising it would unlock the people's magic but all it has brought is pain. After losing their father to the drug, Ruying is trying to wean her sister off of it, bargaining away whatever possessions she must in order to keep her family together. Already in this precarious state, Ruying is unable to say no when a mistake lands her in Roman dungeons, faced with torture and death unless she agrees to help one of the princes with his dreams of peace through Death like only Ruying can wield. 

Ruying is a fascinating main character. Normally I don't like characters who make terrible decisions when a better option is clearly available, but that's not quite what's happening here. There's an ongoing discussion of which definition of "better" should be applied. Ruying's choice might not be the one I would make, but I completely understand why she does what she does, and I don't know for sure if I'd actually disagree under the same circumstances. That tension makes for an excellent story, with Ruying fully committing to her choices once they're made, but then remaining open enough to reevaluate her situation as new facts come to light. At her core, her goal is to protect her family at any cost, and that drives her to a great many things which she would not otherwise accept. Ruying isn't the only one making such choices, early on she interacts with a sort of friend who has been collaborating with the Romans in exchange for access and power. She judges him at first, then comes to understand why he does so. Ruying finds herself in a colonized/colonizer romance, always aware of the coercion which is inextricable from her position. She cares for Anthony, but any safety she feels is always at his discretion. He might really love her, but there's no risk for him in that, not really. Whereas Ruying knows that if she loses his favor, she and her family could lose everything in an instant.

The worldbuilding is excellent. It focuses on the people, the language, and culture, frequently including passages and their translations. There are also frequent reminders of how the Roman invasion changed things, never letting the reader forget that it hasn't always been this way, even though for the reader, it has, because this is our first view of this world. As the first book in the series, this doesn't have to resolve any particular major plot point because it's still setting things up for later. Ruying makes an important decision towards the end in a way that serves as an emotional resolution/climax of the story, while establishing a new status quo for the sequel. 

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challenging dark emotional mysterious tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

 First things first, I requested Molly X. Chang's "To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods" after hearing about it from the review bombing scandal. I generally don't read YA and probably wouldn't have paid attention to the book otherwise. That said, I'm glad I read this book and I'll eagerly await the next in the series. 
 
Chang built a fascinating world divided between magic and technology; a fictional magical Manchuria suffering under colonization and Roman colonizers fleeing a world they polluted to death. As a xianling, someone capable of using magic, Ruying possess a terrifying power. She's able to pull another's qi from their body and release their souls; at the cost of harming her own qi. 
 
Likable and despicable at turns, Ruying makes morally grey choices in a morally grey world. Ruying is both victim and villain, hero and coward. Willing to kill or do whatever it takes to protect her family, but afraid to face the problem of colonization head on. She desperately wants to live out a dream of peace, falling for Anthony, one of the two Roman princes despite herself. 
 
I don't always care for romance, especially not spicy tiktok books, but this "enemies-to-???" was well blended in and didn't become an annoyance. The paranoia and distrust I felt for Anthony was quite fun, trying figure out his deal. And what a "deal" it was. 
 
As someone learning Chinese, I enjoyed the bilingual bonus. The inclusion of Chinese hanzi (characters) and chengyu (idioms) delighted me, especially puzzling them out before the provided English translation. 
 
There were a couple spots where some editing could be done, but I read an ARC copy. This book is very much a set up for the rest of the series, a ton of world building and the main character overcoming the "refusal of the call to adventure." That's not to say it's boring, the story kept me engaged and interested. I want the next part of the story and absolutely look forward to reading it. 
 
I received this book as an ARC from NetGalley

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adventurous emotional hopeful mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

I was given an e-arc from NetGalley for an honest review and I was lucky enough to find a physical copy of the arc at a local little free library! 

I loved the world building of To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods. The descriptions of the cities and the mythology that was sprinkled in really captured my attention. I thought it was very clear how Ruying's world came to be what it is currently and you felt the ghost of what it was in the past. This made the book really interesting because you got to feel the the drastic effects the Romans had on Er-Langu. I could picture the grand cities Ruying described before the Roman's came. The mythology added a lot of depth to Ruying beliefs and highlighted the struggles she had a child blessed by Death. I loved how the traditional saying Ruying quote are written in Chinese characters and then translated into English. A reminder that Ruying learned the Roman's language as a means of survival and it is not her first language. 

Ruying is a very complex character as she is driven by her desire to keep her family safe over anything else. It was interesting to see how her prioritizing survival over anything affected her relationships with the people around her. Ruling's mindset did cause an internal struggle which I felt was the built up thought out the book. I felt the most important part of the story was not Ruying's relationship with Anthony but on how she grows as a person. This makes the last 50 or so pages of the book every interesting as we can see the cumulation of everything she learned and went through in the book. 

A 4/5 star read!!! I can not wait to get a copy of this book when it is published and to read the rest of the series!

Trigger warnings for the books: death, violence, torture, and addiction

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