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graciejames121's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Body shaming, Eating disorder, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Medical content, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, and Dysphoria
lilaw's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Addiction, Drug abuse, Drug use, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Medical content, Pregnancy, and Alcohol
krissyyne's review against another edition
3.75
Emily Ratajkowski is not someone I knew well before reading this book. I had first heard of her when she chose to raise her (now son, as I understand) as someone with they/them pronouns. It was an interesting thing to hear, especially as she was the first major person I'd heard of doing something like that. Her status as a model, though, was what made me follow her. It's what made me follow Gigi and Bella Hadid, Kendall Jenner, and a slew of lesser known models whose posts I ate up while simultaneously wondering why I couldn't look like that.
I think her book is fascinating. In a world where models are both rewarded and villainized for their beauty, Emily seeks to explain the enigma behind being famous for her body. From her mother to friends to employers, being "beautiful" - a standard, palpable beautiful - was paramount. It gave Emily rewards in the form of validation and attention from older men and women. But it also came with unchecked pain as that attention devolved into (TW!!!) occurrences of stalking, rape, and sexual assault. It provided people with the ability to write her off, because her looks stereotyped her as dumb and unworldly.
I admire Emily. I admire her courage for writing what she did. It is no easy feat to bare yourself, physically and emotionally, on a public forum for people to encourage or disparage you as they wish. Her book, while maybe not the cleanest writing I've ever read, is brave and provides insight into the possible mindsights of models in a way I've never thought to think about before.
Moderate: Medical content, Death of parent, and Toxic friendship
Minor: Body shaming, Drug use, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, and Stalking
bynarii's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Rape, Sexual assault, and Sexual harassment
Moderate: Mental illness and Misogyny
Minor: Medical content and Pregnancy
sderrig's review against another edition
4.25
Graphic: Body shaming, Rape, and Sexual assault
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Body shaming, Cancer, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Terminal illness, Toxic relationship, Blood, Vomit, Medical content, Pregnancy, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
lindseylarson2's review against another edition
3.75
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Medical content, and Sexual harassment
dreamsandprose's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Misogyny, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Pregnancy, and Sexual harassment
Moderate: Eating disorder, Suicidal thoughts, and Medical content
rebeccahensley's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, Cancer, Cursing, Drug use, Eating disorder, Fatphobia, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Medical content, Dementia, Pregnancy, and Alcohol
shewantsthediction's review against another edition
3.0
In my early 20s, it had never occurred to me that the women who gained their power from beauty were indebted to the men whose desire granted them that power in the first place. Those men were the ones in control, not the women the world fawned over.
My first exposure to EmRata was through a 2015 movie she was in with Zac Efron called We Are Your Friends. I remember it specifically because I had no idea who she was, thought she was gorgeous and couldn't unglue my eyes the entire time, and in true bisexual fashion looked her up after it was over. I knew she was a model and on Insta, but that was about the extent of my knowledge.
Fast forward years later and a friend posted about her new book, so I decided to grab it on audio from my library. (Love the typeface on the cover.) It was so interesting getting to know more about her life, because we rarely ever hear real talk from the models on the magazines. I also liked the behind-the-scenes look at the video for "Blurred Lines," which is what catapulted her to stardom in the first place.
There are times when Emily seems to revel in her looks, even to the point of being bitchy, and other times you get a sense of an unhealthy amount of her self-worth and identity having been placed on her looks since childhood, reinforced by her parents and society—so is it really all her fault? The memoir is aptly titled, as it seems her body is the cause of everything good that's happened to her (wealth, fame, stability, a career, name recognition, etc.), but also a a ton of bad (sexual assault, paparazzi, invasion of her privacy, online hate, disrespect from men, etc.). It's a complicated topic, and even though she's rich, successful, and a "sex symbol," I think many women will find it super-relatable because of how honest she is about the battlefield that is her body. I know I did.
My heart ached at her struggle to be taken seriously, as more than just "a pretty face"—which was part of her motivation to write this book. However, I was disappointed that she called out her own privilege several times, often savagely, but never made a move to divest from the systems that made her rich/famous. I think her argument was "I am a cog in the machine and don't have any real power," and while I agree with that to some extent, you can't just point out privilege and leave it at that; you need to take next steps. I hope she gets there someday.
Graphic: Body shaming, Cancer, Eating disorder, Emotional abuse, Fatphobia, Mental illness, Misogyny, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Medical content, Medical trauma, Pregnancy, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Vomit
missemilyn's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Body shaming, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexism, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Pregnancy, Sexual harassment, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Alcoholism, Cursing, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Panic attacks/disorders, Toxic relationship, Medical content, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, and Alcohol