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some semi-coherent thoughts to cope™:
- insanely well-written compared to the previous books
- i highlighted half the book and cried like 3-4 times
- jean's slow but steady
- NEIL MF JOSTEN. i love you i would die for you
- hats off to nora the absolute legend, who traumatised a character so thoroughly and still managed to make it a compassionate read and not trauma porn
- did i mention that i cried
tldr i loved this book and i'm not sure how i'm supposed to read anything else now 👍
Graphic: Physical abuse, Self harm, Violence, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Death, Homophobia, Rape, Suicidal thoughts, Torture, Vomit
Minor: Child death, Domestic abuse
Graphic: Child abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Torture, Violence
Minor: Child death, Confinement, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Rape, Violence, Vomit, Trafficking, Suicide attempt, War
Graphic: Body horror, Bullying, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicide, Torture, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Child death, Confinement, Death, Gore, Homophobia, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Stalking, Murder, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship
Graphic: Rape, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicide, Torture, Violence, Abandonment, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual violence
Moderate: Torture
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Eating disorder, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Torture, Violence, Trafficking, Grief, Suicide attempt, Abandonment, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Death, Physical abuse, Self harm, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Grief, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Vomit, Suicide attempt
I also really enjoyed how the book does mention the mutual attraction between jean and jeremy but still focuses mostly on first socialising jean around people and learning to accept help and having friends and i- ARGHJ boundaries <3
He chants a mantra reminding himself of his position he says he deserves it to keep himself from going insane at the injustice of his life!! He’s a beaten down dog he tried to fight but he had no one at his side resistance only made things worse and there was no one there for him the way Neil had him mother so why continue fighting? Despite all that he still treasures the little tenderness he receives from others and even if they later betrayed him he still cares for them in turn!! He loves them he hates them theyre teammates. Then he meets the Trojans <3 And finally all that love and care is actually reciprocated and they look out for him care for him as a PERSON
And then oh my god his sister. That he has repressed this whole time alongside his grief his resentment his longing and all his suffering was pointless in the end it didnt even protect her.
And then you have jeremy!!!
Moderate: Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual assault, Injury/Injury detail
Cat and Jeans friendship is so special.
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Suicidal thoughts
Moderate: Child death, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault
Minor: Murder