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Things improved once they left the Winter Palace and made it to Cahlish. The plot picked up significantly, but then it was as if the author decided to throw in ALL THE THINGS. War! A mysterious backstory about Fisher leaving his people and being a reluctant hero! Fire sprites who love Fisher and also Saeris! Vampires! (Yes, vampires.) Fated mates! The God of Chaos! Betrayal! A secret heir (who is not a main character)! And of course, the actual somewhat development of Saeris and Fisher's relationship, which feels utterly at odds with the first half of the book and is still a lot about sex. But even the smut scenes felt repetitive and a little bland.
The side characters are a big part of what saved this book for me, but I do have a bone to pick with how some of the characters treat the females.
Speaking of which, way too many tropes in this book and they're not all done well. Saeris the Special Chosen Girl Who's Unlike Any Other is one. Enemies-to-lovers is just not really how it worked in this book. Touch Her and Be Unalived might have worked better if the character and relationship development had happened earlier. Fated Mates was probably the one that worked best, but even that felt a little forced because of all the other tropes.
So with all my complaints, why do I have a hard time ranking this? Because somehow, despite it all, I was pretty engaged in the last third of the book. Once things got going, it was a faster and easier read. It's enough that I'll probably pick up the second book and hope for a Carrion Swift spin-off. But this really could have been shorter and more tightly written.
Minor: Infertility, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence
Graphic: Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Violence
Moderate: War
Graphic: Violence
Moderate: Death, Blood
Minor: Sexual violence
Graphic: Body horror, Cursing, Death, Gore, Violence, Blood, Death of parent, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, War, Injury/Injury detail, Classism
Moderate: Confinement, Infertility, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Grief, Alcohol
Minor: Drug use, Genocide, Sexual violence, Slavery, Kidnapping, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Body horror, Genocide, Gore, Sexual content, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Kidnapping, Death of parent, Murder, Alcohol, War, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Confinement, Rape, Sexual violence, Torture
Graphic: Gore, Sexual content
Moderate: Misogyny, Sexual violence
Graphic: Body horror, Sexual content, Torture, Violence, Blood, Death of parent, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Addiction, Chronic illness, Infertility, Slavery, Terminal illness, Sexual harassment, Classism
Minor: Addiction, Confinement, Sexual violence, Vomit, Murder
Graphic: Sexual content, Violence
Moderate: Blood, Death of parent, War
Minor: Infertility, Sexual violence
Saeris is the main character, and it's her first person experience that we follow along with. She is strong-willed, kind and courageous; her humour and stubbornness really shine through in this book.
Fisher (fucking weird name but whatever) is our male main character who is angsty, possessive, and traumatised.
Hayden is Saeris' little brother who is the typical younger brother idiot.
Elroy is the man who supported Saeris.
Madra is the Undying Queen, and a royal fucking ASSHOLE.
Birkin/Belikon is a fucking ASSWIPE.
Malcom is Lucifer incarnate. And the king of vampires.
Thaddeus is Malcom's "creation"
Carrion WHO IS THE FUCKING MVP OF THE ENTIRE BOOK NGL THE COMEDY, THE DRAMA, THE ICONICNESS.
Lorreth is a bb. Shares soul with Fisher cause Fisher saved him. Has a god sword.
Ren is also bb.
Danya can get fucked. She's a member of the wolf guard and an also.
Love the little fairies and sprites that make it properly feel like a fae line, and sweet characters like Wendy.
ONYX IS THE CUTEST FOX EVER.
Also, she's defo taken inspiration from Nalini Singh's guild hunter series. Cannot tell me that those evil vampire things aren't a throw back to Lijuan's creations (probably why I like the book so much)
Graphic: Gore, Violence, War, Classism
Moderate: Sexual content
Minor: Addiction, Child death, Sexual assault, Sexual violence
Graphic: Addiction, Bullying, Cursing, Domestic abuse, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Slavery, Torture, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Death of parent, Gaslighting, War, Injury/Injury detail