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The main character of the story has what many would characterize as an enviable life, being married to a wealthy and successful man and living a posh lifestyle. But I can only take so much of a manic personality that's laced with heavy doses of what seems to be absurdly unhealthy self-recrimination. I stuck with this book and followed the main character down an ugly rabbit hole hoping there would be a destination, or satisfying landing point, that rewarded me with some kind of emotional payoff. I did not feel rewarded when I got to the end of the main character's story arc.
I will admit the twist at the end caught me off guard and it was a nice little sleight of hand by the author. Unfortunately, for me, by the time I turned the last page, metaphorically speaking, I was not a happy camper and could only shake my head. I will concede that many readers have been delighted with the story and resolution contained in this book, it just wasn't my cup of tea. Granted, the writing/translation is well done, but the story just did not do it for me.
I listened to the audiobook and enjoyed the narrator, Kiiri Sandy. The main character does not have an easy or pleasant personality to present to the reader and despite that, Ms. Sandy made the story infinitely more digestible than if I'd read it on the page and had to come up with a voice for this character in my head.
Graphic: Toxic relationship
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Infidelity
Minor: Mental illness, Sexual content, Stalking, Alcohol
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Pregnancy, Gaslighting
Moderate: Toxic friendship, Alcohol
Minor: Self harm, Suicide
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Infertility, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Gaslighting, Abandonment, Alcohol, Classism
Minor: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Mental illness, Gaslighting, Alcohol
Graphic: Toxic relationship, Gaslighting
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Infidelity
Minor: Child abuse, Infertility, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual content, Medical content, Medical trauma, Stalking, Pregnancy, Toxic friendship, Alcohol