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Miracle Creek by Angie Kim

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dark emotional hopeful mysterious reflective tense fast-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

I loved the writing style, the character growth and the storyline was so interesting to me.
I’ve never read a legal thriller and this book opened me up into a world of books I thought I’d never read!
Highly recommend.

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Loveable characters? No
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

0.25

some thoughts
-I want to preface the review by saying I really really wanted to like this book, and I was deeply disappointed with what it actually turned out to be. I know that this review is extremely negative and focuses almost entirely on Kim's portrayal of autism, but I feel strongly that it's necessary to call this out for what it is: a one-sided narrative that centers the feelings of abusers over the rights of autistic children and pedals pseudo-science in its attempts to pathologize and demonize autism and other developmental disabilities. I'm a strong believer in acknowledging problematic aspects of art while maintaining the ability to explore its other more positive parts, but the ableism in this novel was so unrelenting and overwhelming, so central to its narrative, that I find it nearly impossible to do that here.

-Autism cannot be cured, nor should we attempt to find a cure. Autistic people are normal and complete the way that they are. So much of the strife in this book is caused by Elizabeth's inability to accept Henry for who he is, the way she's constantly embarrassed and ashamed by the simple fact of his existence. Overall, nearly every character believes that developmental/neurological disabilities are tragedies, that the natural response to having a disabled child is grief and despair, and that disabled children are burdens. I had had a sliver of hope when the novel began that this would simply be a discussion of how caretakers of disabled people become overextended and burned out because resources to make care easier and more manageable are underfunded, unaffordable, and/or unavailable, but instead, the blame was shifted onto vulnerable children who existed only as plot devices to be acted upon or talked about. They had no agency and no characterization outside of their disability.

-The biggest complaint that I have about this book and the reason I rated it as low as I possibly could was that it spreads unchallenged, harmful misinformation about autism and its treatment. Several characters make passing, unchallenged claims that vaccines cause autism. In one instance, this is in the context of the defense attorney presenting scientific evidence, which is particularly egregious because instead of the prosecution rebutting with the wealth of evidence showing that there is no connection between autism and vaccines, they accept this evidence and carry on with the case, making it appear to the reader as though these studies are reliable. Similar issues occurred with the discussion of experimental treatments to cure autism.

In her attempt to demonstrate that Elizabeth is a caring and responsible mother, her defense lawyer shows that she has been devoted to taking Henry to multiple therapies to cure his autism. Amongst these therapies are IV chelation therapy, which is FDA approved for the treatment of mercury poisoning and inappropriately used as an autism treatment under the assumption that autism is caused by mercury poisoning from vaccines, and MMS 'treatment', which is a non FDA approved poison made from hydrochloric acid and a bleach-based water purification solution consumed in concentrations much higher than is safe for human consumption. Her lawyer presents flimsy 'scientific' evidence purporting the efficacy and safety of these treatments, which the expert witness validates. In the prosecutor's rebuttal, again instead of presenting opposing evidence showing that these treatments are dangerous, potentially lethal, and completely ineffective, they instead compare these treatments to chemotherapy and say that because Elizabeth had 'cured' Henry's autism with her special diet, that her use of these treatments is medical abuse in the same way that giving chemotherapy to a child whose cancer is in remission is medical abuse. The clear implication in this rebuttal is that these 'treatments' are medically appropriate if a person is sufficiently autistic (whatever that means). This is untrue and dangerous. There is no medical justification for these treatments. It is deeply, deeply ignorant and irresponsible to spread this misinformation, misinformation that kills vulnerable children, and I can see no reason for it other than that Kim must believe in these treatments and is willfully suggesting that they are effective.

I find this so offensively irresponsible that I struggle to praise anything else that this novel might have done well or to recommend it to others.

-I haven't seen anyone else mention this, but it sort of baffles me that none of the characters have in-home caretakers for their children or even hire help for household chores. If they can spend thousands of dollars on HBOT treatments alone (one session costs $100, so they're spending literally $200 A DAY on the chance that an untested and potentially dangerous treatment might cure autism)

and Elizabeth apparently has an estate large enough to start an entire care center for autistic children after her death

then they can certainly hire a caretaker to help them and relieve some of the stressors causing them to feel this kind of despair and resentment towards their children (especially since most insurance plans cover some amount of home care). It just seems as though they'd rather stick their heads in the sand and piss away time, money, and energy on snake oil treatments rather than face reality and learn to accept their children.

-Overall, I took issue with the way that motherhood was portrayed throughout the novel. Elizabeth says that while her obsessive and controlling behavior focused specifically on Henry's autism, if he hadn't been autistic, then she would have just obsessed over something else, and this is accepted as a normal aspect of motherhood. These (privileged) mothers constantly choose to martyr themselves, desperate for someone to congratulate them for how much they care and how much they do, all while feeling deeply resentful towards their children for prohibiting them from living independent lives and having identities outside of their role as a parent. Anyone who critiques their behavior for any reason is told that they don't understand a mother's love and they have no idea what they're talking about. It's toxic to suggest total self-sacrifice is a healthy or normal expression of love. Mothers need and deserve time and care for themselves just as much as any other person, and their children need and deserve a healthy, emotionally regulated parent who doesn't resent them or feel that their life is a burden.

-The language used in this book was appalling. It is vile and hateful to discuss autistic children by referring to them as "lifeless machines," "lab rats," and "trained monkeys." Let's also refrain from extended debates about the relative worth of disabled children's lives based on how neurotypical they can act. Personally, I think "all children equally deserve to live" is a pretty low ethical bar to stumble over.

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Elizabeth is unequivocally a child abuser. Scratching and pinching a child to the point of breaking skin is abuse. Subjecting your child to dangerous and unnecessary medical treatments is abuse. Constantly telling your child that they're annoying, unlikable, and unwanted is abuse. Abuse is still abuse even when you feel bad afterwards. Abuse is still abuse when an abuser loves their victim. What the fuck was up with the constant attempts to muddy the waters here? It was also incredibly bizarre that Kim likened Elizabeth's abuse to alcoholism and implied that her problem was that she couldn't control herself, as if physically harming and verbally harassing your child is ok if you only do it a little bit. In court, Elizabeth's lawyer says that she frequently tells her teenage daughter that she's mean, unpleasant, and unlikable and everyone in the courtroom laughs like this is a normal way to treat a child. Obviously it's difficult to raise a child, especially when your child is acting out, but cruel words and hurtful actions are inappropriate and children deserve better.

On a related note, if you become aware that a mother is routinely orally administering a bleach solution to their child, causing them to suffer high fevers, you should immediately call CPS because that is child endangerment and that is a crime, and it's weird that this novel made it seem like trying to save a child from potentially lethal medical abuse is a crazy bitch move that only crazy bitches would do.

-The complete lack of an autistic person's perspective (or even the perspective of someone who doesn't think you can cure autism???) is so inappropriate. I don't like to make assumptions about authors based on the content they write, but this book really makes me believe that Angie Kim either doesn't believe that autistic people have feelings or interior lives, or at least doesn't think they're worth mentioning. I'm further put off by Kim's repeated comments that she's connected with families of autistic children and loves hearing from families of autistic children about her book, never that she's close with autistic people or likes to hear from autistic people themselves. The positive reviews of this book make a fuss about how the novel has so many complex characters and explores the nuances of important issues, but I read a book filled with one-sided perspectives from characters who refused to take responsibility for their actions or really acknowledge how they've hurt the people around them.

-The only people in this novel who seem to believe that autistic people have intrinsic worth are portrayed as militant, conniving harpies trying to ruin the lives of innocent mothers who just want the best for their children.

Compared with the narrative's sympathetic treatment of the liars, cheaters, child abusers, sex criminals, arsonists, murderers, etc. that populate this setting, you'd almost forget that the protesters literally did nothing wrong. They didn't interfere with the power lines at the HBOT chambers and they didn't set the fire that everyone keeps trying to pin on them. The extent of their "wrongdoing" is hurting the feelings of these mothers by saying things that were true. I'm legitimately at a loss for words how this novel can excuse all kinds of abuse, manipulation, and ignorance but apparently draws the line at being a little annoying and rude.

-This novel had so many twists and turns I just didn't care about by the end of it. There's only so many times a character can lie about the same thing before I just lose interest in trying to keep track. By the end they were all so totally unlikable that I didn't care at all what happened to them.

-The writing constantly used metaphors comparing various characters to mothers scolding, punishing, or being condescending towards disobedient children and toddlers. I don't really know what to make of this, but in the context of everything else happening, it seems extremely odd that the parent-child relationship is repeatedly being referred to as a power struggle.

-I think one of the more complicated aspects of this novel is the discussion about how the mothers sometimes had fantasies about the death of their child. So, people have bad, inappropriate, or otherwise disturbing thoughts from time to time. Thoughts are not actions. Having bad thoughts doesn't make you a bad person. But the way the novel attempts to just normalize repeated fantasies of losing a child without any indication that professional help exists and is available makes it seem as though people should just suffer through this experience. It doesn't make you a bad person to struggle with dark thoughts, but it is doing disservice to you and your child to ignore your mental health.

I also think that there's a world of difference between having fleeting thoughts about your child dying in moments of frustration and having those feelings escalate into physical and emotional abuse. Elizabeth and Teresa's experience of these feelings are not the same, because Elizabeth not only has thoughts about Henry's death but also repeatedly and willingly puts his life in danger.

-I greatly disliked how Matt had more POV chapters than Mary did, and his crime against her was only clearly portrayed as violence at the end of the novel. I also found it inappropriate that in Mary's POV, blame was still somewhat cast on her

because she was wearing a pretty dress, drank with Matt, and wanted him to kiss her. I don't recall any character clearly placing the blame on Matt or stating that no matter how Mary dressed or acted, it was entirely his responsibility to control his actions. I also found it strange that the novel seemed to lead us to think that Matt following Mary around trying to apologize was an act of repentance when actually it is stalking, a different, separate crime.

I felt as though Janine's involvement in Matt's abuse of Mary was mishandled. Although Janine is in the dark throughout the novel, it's pretty easy to put two and two together with the evidence of their relationship that she discovers. She has an assumption that Matt is attracted to Mary, but rather than feel disgusted with Matt for pursuing an abusive relationship with a minor, she's more concerned that it's because Matt might have a fetish for Asian women, and becomes violently upset with Mary for seducing him. I appreciate that this sort of jealousy happens in real life, but taken in consideration with all the other ways that Matt gets off the hook, it would have been nice if Janine felt he was even partially responsible. I also felt as though Matt's POV suggested that Janine was responsible for his actions more than was necessary. I appreciate that Matt was frustrated in his marriage and that abusers are wont to cast blame on anyone but themselves, but the way that Janine was constantly portrayed as argumentative and uptight felt as though the narrative was confirming those feelings, rather than showing that Matt's feelings were an unfair distortion of her actions. It felt like an unbalanced depiction of an incompatible marriage where one partner is a type-A, emotionally unavailable, job oriented woman and the other is a lying, self-pitying, disaffected rapist hellbent on sabotaging his relationship.

I think the reveal that Mary started the fire on a whim was the worst of all possible options. It completely deflated the intrigue that had been built up for the rest of the book. I also found it frustrating that Mary ends up serving multiple years in prison while Matt only receives probation for obstruction of justice regardless of the fact that Mary only burned down the HBOT chamber as a direct result of being raped and stalked by Matt and then harassed by his wife. I understand that this is an attempt at realism, but it felt unsatisfying and incongruous with the overall theme of taking responsibility for your actions, and it also felt unbelievable that Matt wouldn't have been prosecuted for sexual assault of a minor in the midst of all the other legal action. Beyond the lack of legal repercussions for his actions, the only consequence Matt faces is Young's somewhat lukewarm disapproval that lasts for all but a sentence or two in the epilogue. Young makes a big point of holding Mary accountable but neither Elizabeth nor Matt suffer nearly the same amount of judgement or punishment for their deliberate crimes against children.

I didn't like the way that Elizabeth's suicide is portrayed as making amends for her abuse against Henry. In reality, suicide is always a tragic, senseless loss, and death (by any means) is not an atonement for the actions one takes in life. Instead of implying that Elizabeth can only make up for her wrongdoings through the establishment of a charitable cause after her death, I feel that the novel would have been stronger if Mary had come forward to take the blame for the explosion because of her own sense of duty rather than a sense of guilt about Elizabeth's suicide, and Elizabeth had committed to transforming herself and doing good for her community. This would have strengthened the themes of taking responsibility and making amends, which actually just feels like a random and unfair punishment dished out to the person least responsible for the whole disaster in the novel's real conclusion.

I love a book with some fucked up characters. I love to read about people fucking up in creative, stupid ways. I love to see people be flawed and continue existing in the world as complicated beings. I try not to categorize entire people as good or bad. But as much as I don't believe in condemning people, there are actions that we must firmly and completely condemn. This novel goes to great lengths to avoid that. Elizabeth is completely in the wrong for abusing her child, and while there are passing remarks about how difficult this must have been for Henry,

and Elizabeth's guilt ultimately drives her to suicide,

the overall narrative verdict on her actions were that they were a misguided expression of her love. Excusing her actions in that way is not having empathy for a person who made awful choices and holding faith that they can change into a better person--it is simply abuse apologism. Henry's perspective, his feelings, and his experiences are completely erased from this story in favor of centering his abuser. If you read this book with no prior knowledge about these issues, you would walk away thinking that autism is tragic disease that can be cured through extremely restrictive regiments and dangerous, potentially lethal pseudo-scientific 'treatments'. It is dangerous to make those claims and irresponsible to disseminate them.

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emotional reflective sad tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

This isn’t an easy book to try and review. In fact, it is a downright ugly book to try and review. There are no happy go lucky characters here. No happy endings. This story is about the unforgiving daily hardships a parent faces as the single care giver of a child with special needs. This story is about the lies we tell ourselves and others to fit a narrative that leads to the most suitable outcome. How far would you go to protect someone you loved? How much of something beneficial is too much? These are some of the tough questions author Angie Kim poses as she skillfully balances the memories of the moralistically grey characters, barring one, regarding the event in question with scenes from the ongoing trial. The book relies heavily on the theory of The Butterfly Effect in which “the smallest of changes in one surrounding could leave drastic ripple effects at some point in the future”. It is a heavy, thought provoking story that does not cut corners in any of its topic debates including what is exactly the fine line between nurturing a child vs abusing a child.

A potential 5 star read, I knocked a 1/2 star off due to a slight drag in the middle.

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emotional mysterious fast-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? No
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

A group of people in a tiny town in Virginia know one other because they are members of a special treatment center, a hyperbaric chamber that may heal a variety of problems ranging from infertility to autism. But suddenly the chamber explodes, killing two individuals, and it becomes evident that the incident was not an accident.

As the tale progresses, a tremendous battle builds between people who may be be hidden secrets or concealing betrayals. We swap alliances and gather proof chapter by chapter: Was it a patient's thoughtless mother? Was it the proprietors, intending to profit from a large insurance payout and send their daughter to college? Could it have been a protester attempting to demonstrate that the therapy is unsafe?

It took me a while to get into the book, but that's not my main concern because it's a page turner after that. My main concern is how one of the characters dealt with autism. The portrayal was actually rather nice, however there was one storyline flaw in one particular scenario. A mother attempted to do something to her autistic child, but it was never fully explained why she did so or why she believed it was a good idea. It wasn't brought up again in the following chapters, and as a neurodivergent person, it still bothers me.

Overall, I felt this was an intriguing read. It is a really well-written and unique plot when compared to other mystery thrillers. The characters are flawed, but I did predict the plot twist and thought, "Oh, yeah, suppose that's it" — kind of defeats the purpose of a good mystery novel, doesn't it?

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challenging dark emotional mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? No
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

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dark emotional sad fast-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Plot
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

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dark emotional mysterious tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

Great exploration of the immigrant experience, but very shallow representation of parents of autistic children. Not enough prose to counter the ableist thoughts of the flawed characters. The autism representation didn't sit well with me, which is unfortunate because it's one of the best representations of the Asian immigrant experience I've read in recent fiction.

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challenging emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

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dark mysterious tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? No
Loveable characters? No
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

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challenging dark emotional mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Plot
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? Yes
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

I’ma little floored after wrapping up this devastating, complex, horrific book. Yet I’m incredibly impressed by the feat accomplished by Kim in telling this detailed, structured, gripping story.

With elements of horror and family drama woven through the intricate threads of Miracle Creek, it goes further than any courtroom thriller could be expected to do. The character’s back stories, family dynamics, motives and claims all come into question and all play out over an emotional four day trial. The book is not for the faint of heart and I did have trouble coming back to it in the beginning, but I felt a commitment to the characters to see it through to the end. Each new peice of information is a clue and the mystery begins to reveal itself along the many intentions, misguided deeds, web of lies, cover ups, and guilty consciousnesses. Each new discovery makes the reader reposition their theories and redirects the jury, making everyone a suspect and truly playing into the spirit of mystery. The execution of this story, though heartbreaking and gory, is brilliantly designed. The focus on pain and suffering, the tragedy and fall out, deaths and injuries caused by the explosion were all focused on the impact on victims and survivors, parents losing children or children losing patents. The seemingly random decisions and actions that compounded down a path to a deadly accident and the chaos and devastation that followed. This book curable certainly left an impact on me, I’ll be thinking about it for a long time to come. Its heaviness will sit with me, as will the strength of Theresa, Young, and many of the women in difficulty situations, the sacrifice of immigrant parents, and the struggles of mothers of disabled children in this story.

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