3.41 AVERAGE

challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: No
adventurous dark emotional tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark mysterious sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: No
challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: No
dark emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Really surprising and not what I expected. I liked it.
dark tense fast-paced
emotional informative reflective sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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must read

For survivors like me, reading the authors end note really sealed the five stars. I cried, because the depth of her words and how they accurately reflect and convey what I have felt…. I wish she understood how much it feels empowering to be seen by someone you’ve never met.
She sees me, and she accepts me.
This book is truly… truly a gift.

This was a very strange read for me, because although I started out not liking Ani at all, I was still enthralled with her story. I loved how the author unfolded events the way she did, so what I believed was the big "event", for lack of a better word, was really only one aspect of the plot. Ani was such a complex character, and really well written, and while I don't know that I ever completely warmed up to her, I was still able to empathize with her situation and understand why she was the way she was.

One thing I didn't like, and felt was overdone, was the brand name dropping, if that's even a thing. Ani was constantly going on about different name brand items, from shoes to bags to cars, and judging people on their appearance, and while I can understand that this was a part of Ani's success-o-meter, for me it was exhausting! I don't think I've ever googled as many things for a book as I did for this one, and by about halfway through I gave up, simply dismissing whatever article of clothing Ani was describing as over the top expensive and leaving it at that. I'm just happy my life isn't so materialistic, I obviously wouldn't be able to handle it!