3.87 AVERAGE

emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

It’s amazing how very now this book feels despite being set in WWII Japan. Lucid emotional writing about becoming oneself in the face of norms/expectations and existential dread/threat

So he has to pretend to be someone he's not, big deal, we all do this
challenging dark slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
dark reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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dark emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

3.5 ★

I feel kind of ambivalent about this book at the moment . Whilst it features some truly beautiful writing and fascinating metaphors , it took me rather a long time to finish because I was struggling to follow the narrator's train of thoughts. I empathised with his inner conflict and self-disgust , leading to the facade of heterosexuality but I found him quite unreliable as a narrator. That obviously is usually fascinating to me but it didn't quite work in this book, he was frequently separating his emotional and intellectual sides , leaving the reader unsure as to how to interpret him as a human. I also thought treatment of Sonoko was quite heartless and futile , experimentation is all well and good but savagely cutting her off ... reminded me of behaviour of narrator in A Personal Matter?

A very short book, melancholy and depressing.
Mishima digs into his core to bring out the tortured and self-torturing childhood, adolescence and early adulthood of a queer man in mid-20th century Japan. From a stifling home to a stifling school to a danger-ridden ending of WW2.
He tries to find normalcy and experience love with women but his real desires and their impossible nature stop him.

I hope queer kids and teens don't experience that in these days, not in first world countries, not that bad.
challenging dark emotional funny reflective tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes