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The Trans and Autism rep, the horror, the history, the settings - it was all so, so fucking good and horrifying. Because the historical elements of illegal surgeries done on marginalized identities, while recorded, was worse than what was in here. And what was in here was a disturbing, brutal piece of what happened.
This was haunting, and I flew through it. Started and finished in the same day, like under 5 hours.
Highly recommend but please be in the right headspace. There's a lot of triggers to note, and I'll do my best to mark them all.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Body horror, Deadnaming, Death, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Torture, Transphobia, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Medical content, Kidnapping, Medical trauma, Pregnancy, Injury/Injury detail
The only part that was a bit disappointing is that the magic system felt underused. While the fact that the main character is basically forced to stay in that school adds to the tense atmosphere of the book, this also means that the magic can feel unexplored, being more of a plot device than an actual fantastic element.
Graphic: Ableism, Body horror, Sexual assault, Torture, Transphobia, Violence, Blood
Moderate: Rape
Graphic: Ableism, Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Gore, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Sexism, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Medical trauma, Abortion, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Confinement, Deadnaming, Domestic abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Transphobia, Forced institutionalization, Vomit, Grief, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, Dysphoria
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Abortion, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Rape, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Vomit
Graphic: Body horror, Deadnaming, Emotional abuse, Forced institutionalization
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Miscarriage, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Torture, Transphobia, Medical content, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Ableism, Adult/minor relationship, Body horror, Child abuse, Confinement, Deadnaming, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gore, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Torture, Transphobia, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Abortion, Murder, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, Dysphoria, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Body horror, Child abuse, Death, Domestic abuse, Gore, Physical abuse, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Abortion
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Rape, Sexual assault, Transphobia
Minor: Cannibalism
Graphic: Ableism, Adult/minor relationship, Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Confinement, Deadnaming, Death, Emotional abuse, Gore, Hate crime, Mental illness, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicide, Torture, Transphobia, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Grief, Abortion, Murder, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment, Dysphoria, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Animal cruelty, Animal death
Graphic: Ableism, Adult/minor relationship, Body horror, Deadnaming, Death, Emotional abuse, Gore, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Torture, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Abortion, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Confinement, Cursing, Homophobia, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Self harm, Sexual violence, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Gaslighting, Dysphoria
Minor: Vomit
That being said, I love books that make me feel something, and this had me running through so many emotions. And, just so everyone knows, the ending is
PLEASE, check your triggers. This book is intense but so good! Take care of yourself and know your limits.
Graphic: Ableism, Adult/minor relationship, Body horror, Child abuse, Confinement, Deadnaming, Death, Emotional abuse, Gore, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Torture, Transphobia, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Kidnapping, Medical trauma, Abortion, Lesbophobia, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Animal death, Cursing, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Homophobia, Miscarriage, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Death of parent, Outing, Classism
Minor: Toxic friendship