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caseythecanadianlesbrarian's review
There's nothing wrong with this, per se, but it is not grabbing me. Too bad, as the story of 4 out of 5 of the author's family coming out as queer or trans later in life sounded so interesting!
Content Warnings
Moderate: Murder
ginnyandtonic's review
emotional
informative
reflective
medium-paced
4.0
Right off the bat, loved that the author acknowledged the mistakes she made in talking to her trans brother when starting this project. That drew me in from the beginning — this is going to be an honest memoir. And I adored the honesty across the board in this story. Jessi didn’t necessarily try to make herself likable, was honest about her mistakes throughout her relationships, and that was compelling. All her family members and their specific “coming out” stories were also deeply compelling. What keeps this from being five stars for me is the pacing, some unclear timelines, and also how I feel like the last several chapters of the book just kind of sloped down. But overall, I recommend this book, especially in understanding the nuances of queer families.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Murder, Panic attacks/disorders, Outing, Mental illness, Grief, Homophobia, Death, and Pregnancy
Minor: Infertility, Suicidal thoughts, Dysphoria, Miscarriage, Self harm, Biphobia, Medical content, Rape, Terminal illness, Lesbophobia, and Transphobia
finesilkflower's review
2.0
This book feels unfocused. It's a memoir/biography of the author's family, focused on the shared life theme of outing. The introduction and marketing hints that everyone in the family was outed at once, or in a cause-and-effect kind of way like dominoes toppling over, but that's not really the case. Most of the family members are queer, but their comings-of-out happened over a long span of time and were mostly unrelated. The most interesting events happen when Hempel wasn't present. While she was off traveling the world and doing Teach for America, her father was outed as gay when her younger sister stumbled on his online double life. This event led to the slow, awkward dissolution of their parents' marriage, as well as Hempel's mother's discovery, in therapy, of post-traumatic stress disorder originating from her teenagerhood, when she survived a near-miss with a serial killer.
One of the awkward things about this book is that "four people are queer and one was involved in a true crime story" don't really go together. That is not a category. You would never structure a fiction book that way. I understand that Hempel can't choose that her family members didn't either have all the same experience or a more pleasing variety of experiences, but she could have chosen to structure the story differently (e.g. splitting it into two books, one about crime and one about queerness; or just focusing on her parents, so it would be half-and-half and she could explore the relationship between the ideas more fully.) 20% is an awkward amount of time to spend in a different genre, and it isn't clear to me what Hempel wants to say about the relationship between surviving crime and growing up queer.
Another awkward thing is that it feels like Hempel's family haven't entirely bought into her telling their story. As self-centered as memoirs can be, it somehow feels more self-centered for Hempel to be attempting to tell the story of her family, presumptuous almost. I'm particularly uncomfortable with her telling of her brother Evan's experiences, because he seems like a private person and reading between the lines, it seems like they have already butted heads over how much Jessi is allowed to put in the book. Jessi also describes his experiences as a transgender person with a profound level of cis awkwardness.
A weird amount of time is devoted to Jessi's time in a MLM/cult. This seems to have nothing to do with anything.
One of the awkward things about this book is that "four people are queer and one was involved in a true crime story" don't really go together. That is not a category. You would never structure a fiction book that way. I understand that Hempel can't choose that her family members didn't either have all the same experience or a more pleasing variety of experiences, but she could have chosen to structure the story differently (e.g. splitting it into two books, one about crime and one about queerness; or just focusing on her parents, so it would be half-and-half and she could explore the relationship between the ideas more fully.) 20% is an awkward amount of time to spend in a different genre, and it isn't clear to me what Hempel wants to say about the relationship between surviving crime and growing up queer.
Another awkward thing is that it feels like Hempel's family haven't entirely bought into her telling their story. As self-centered as memoirs can be, it somehow feels more self-centered for Hempel to be attempting to tell the story of her family, presumptuous almost. I'm particularly uncomfortable with her telling of her brother Evan's experiences, because he seems like a private person and reading between the lines, it seems like they have already butted heads over how much Jessi is allowed to put in the book. Jessi also describes his experiences as a transgender person with a profound level of cis awkwardness.
A weird amount of time is devoted to Jessi's time in a MLM/cult. This seems to have nothing to do with anything.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Outing
Moderate: Suicide attempt and Murder
spinesinaline's review
challenging
emotional
medium-paced
3.5
Thanks to HarperCollins Canada for an ARC to review. I appreciated the discussion of trauma here and that this family could find some individual healing but with the amount of traumatic content I really needed some content warnings. CWs for self-harm (described on page), serial murders, sexual assault, homophobia, transphobia, depression, infidelity, gun violence, cancer, miscarriage, discussion of deadnaming.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Murder, Transphobia, Homophobia, Cancer, Self harm, and Death
Moderate: Deadnaming, Infidelity, Death of parent, Sexual assault, and Infertility
Minor: Miscarriage and Gun violence
siobhanward's review
emotional
reflective
medium-paced
4.0
The premise was interesting and I enjoyed how Hempel spoke about her time writing this and working with her family to do so. I'm glad she spoke to her family directly and even discussed her learnings from those conversations (e.g. referring to her brother as Evan throughout the book, rather than deadnaming him). I wish more time had been devoted to Hempel's mother as her story was the most disconnected from the others and it felt like it had a short mention at the start and then basically nothing else that was really relevant.
Overall, this was a fun read, I enjoyed how reflective Hempel was, although sometimes it felt like she wasn't focused on the right things.
Overall, this was a fun read, I enjoyed how reflective Hempel was, although sometimes it felt like she wasn't focused on the right things.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Self harm and Homophobia
Moderate: Kidnapping, Murder, and Death
caitlinww's review
challenging
dark
emotional
hopeful
inspiring
reflective
sad
medium-paced
4.75
Content Warnings
Graphic: Sexual assault
Moderate: Murder
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