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Minor: Bullying, Domestic abuse, Death of parent
Graphic: Sexual content, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Toxic relationship
Minor: Bullying, Domestic abuse, Death of parent
Graphic: Sexual content
Minor: Domestic abuse
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Domestic abuse, Grief, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Death of parent
Minor: Domestic abuse
Graphic: Sexual content
Minor: Child abuse, Domestic abuse
With books like this (about communities that face significant stigma) it's refreshing to read something that feels both catered to expanding the understanding kink it within vanilla communities while also staying true to the experiences of kink communities and their relationships. I am newer to Ali's work and so far have only read this and Bride and have been pleasantly surprised. Unlike Dark Romances that lean into the moral ambiguity of falling for the "bad guy", Deep end explores the nuances of power exchange from a very realistic point of view. Ali leverages experiences like "i've always known i felt this way" and the clumsy feelings associated with kink checklists and navigating consent and real life alongside them. There are no consent violations, there are safe words and consent negotiations.
That said, the plot left me wanting more. I loved the organic and intense development of their relationship, but I hated to see a friend throw another friend under the bus, and wanted to see more of their relationship existing outside kink at the end of the book. The ending, compared to the hundreds of pages they spent falling in love, felt a little abrupt and disappointing
All in all, this was an easy read with some solid spice and great character development. I wish she'd mentioned Pen 40% less, that there'd been a few more spice scenes and the ending didn't feel like slamming on the brakes but i would read this again. It's refreshing to see a book about Kink that doesn't fall into the familiar tropes of fifty shades.
Favourite Quotes:
“I know it sounds counterintuitive, but I’m usually overthinking something. Desperately trying to avoid screwing up and working myself up to a panic.” Am I taking up too much space? Boring you? Disappointing you? Would you rather be somewhere else, with someone else? “Overwhelmed by the burden of wondering whether I’m doing it right.”
“Regardless, no. I don’t think it makes sense to conflate everyday violence with the kind of stuff you—we—are into. In fact, I don’t think the two things are related at all.” His gaze is steady. “What you and I want, it’s all about trust. We decide to be part of it. It sounds like whatever happened to you had little to do with you making any decisions, right?”
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Child abuse, Domestic abuse
The prologue content was refreshingly different than the romance book norm.
The only deduction for me was a bit of reality suspension when Pen's feelings needed to be considered over and over and over.
Graphic: Sexual content, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Alcohol
Minor: Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Toxic relationship, Death of parent
Graphic: Sexual content
Minor: Domestic abuse, Death of parent
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Domestic abuse