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What I got: an existential crisis about my own perfectionism đ
This is my favorite of Ali Hazelwoodâs books â¤ď¸ A quote I loved was
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship
Minor: Bullying, Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Death of parent, Injury/Injury detail
While a lot of people are correct in ascertaining that this romance was actually not that kinky, it was fun and explored desire and control in a way I could appreciate. I liked the way Hazelwood included themes of trust, consent, anxiety, childhood trauma, athleticism, ambition, relinquishing control, and the man-down-bad for genius cool woman. I am told there are other Hazelwood books I may enjoy, but I am not scrambling to read them just yet. I am satisfied to have liked one.
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse
Moderate: Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Medical content, Medical trauma, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Body shaming, Bullying, Vomit, Outing
i feel that some pieces of what i havenât enjoyed in other books by this author were resolved in this (not a copy paste of STEM woman meets STEM man, enemies, lovers, the end) but other parts were not (the smut still feelsâŚcringey? cookie cutter? no woman is having 7 orgasms one after another and ESP not bc omg the dick was so big and amazing?). there are also these moments where random vocabulary gets tossed in that doesnât feel true to the characters, and thatâs a consistent problem as well. also, the whole âi was oblivious to this literal olympian who was in MANY of my classes and dating my teammate and constantly in the same pool as meâ is wild.
and then we get to the BDSM elements. on one hand, i get that a lot of it needs to be made more approachable for the general readership. but that kind of sucks, because it does result in watering down that aspect. sure, we get a kink list, but no discussion of limits, no discussion of scenes ahead of time, really no development of the trust needed to dive into that dynamic. there are also several moments where it seems like the communication just freezes, and thatâs a huge red flag in a d/s dynamic. we also donât really see almost any kink exploration; itâs just a dom/sub dynamic with maybe a little orgasm delay and overstimulation. other kinks are mentioned but not actually explored. i just sort of feel likeâŚBDSM was not as major a factor as it was made out to be. which is probably fine for the average reader, but just disappointing to me personally because i think there could have been more emotional depth to it. and also please stop calling them sexual deviants omg. that entire frame of thought went on far too long and kind of detracts from trying to show that kinky people arenât damaged or fucked up.
thereâs also the element of female friendship, particularly that between competitive athletes. i was pretty happy with how that element ended up; i always enjoy seeing women lift each other up when itâs expected they would tear each other down.
i think if someone was willing to give some more constructive feedback for the smut and actually allow more of a deep dive on these elements ali clearly wants to explore (omegaverse, BDSM), there would be a huge improvement in the quality of her stories. the ideas and the pace are there, but i really think her editors are failing her.
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Sexual content
Minor: Emotional abuse, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Emotional abuse
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Cursing, Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Bullying, Death of parent
this was done so well and some very heavy topics were handled beautifully. tbh scarlett and lukas might be my favorite couple ever written. (if you donât like bdsm romance, this isnât for you)
Graphic: Sexual content, Grief
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Sexual content
Minor: Emotional abuse, Medical content, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Sexual content, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Toxic friendship
Minor: Bullying, Domestic abuse, Death of parent