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Graphic: Chronic illness, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Alcoholism
Graphic: Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Medical trauma, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Gaslighting
Esta novela tiene varios elementos que me gustan: una protagonista que está en una situación límite, o como se le dice ahora, unhinged woman; una narradora poco confiable, un elemento fantástico oscuro y perturbador que irrumpe en la realidad, humor tragicómico. El estilo de Awad me fascinó, tiene una cualidad hipnotizante que te mete por completo en ese estado de extrañamiento de la narración, como un limbo entre el sueño y el despertar. Por momentos tiene algo vertiginoso, vinculado al peligro de lo que en cualquier momento puede perder el control y explotar.
La única razón por la cual no llega a las cinco estrellas es que no me convenció del todo el final. Si bien parece un final redondito en el que cierra todo, para mí faltó impacto. Se desinfla, no se arriesga a mantener el tono del resto del libro. Creo que por ese motivo tampoco logró emocionarme tanto como habría podido. Pero como ya dije, de todos modos me encantó y tengo muchas ganas de leer Rouge, la próxima novela de Awad, y también Bunny, por qué no.
Graphic: Ableism, Chronic illness, Medical trauma
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Medical content, Medical trauma, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Addiction, Chronic illness, Mental illness, Sexual content, Medical trauma, Alcohol
Moderate: Grief, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Death of parent
Graphic: Chronic illness, Gaslighting
Moderate: Ableism, Addiction, Body shaming, Bullying, Blood, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Drug use, Death of parent
Minor: Sexual content, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Mental illness, Medical trauma
Moderate: Ableism, Addiction, Body horror, Chronic illness, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Medical content, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, Dysphoria, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Drug use, Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Blood, Grief
There were a few nice pieces of writing, like the description of chronic nerve pain as "red webs", but mostly the writing felt clumsy, messy, and melodramatic. It has the feel of an edgy teenager's fanfiction, but not in a good way.
The plot feels very cliche but also doesn't resolve in a way that feels satisfying. It seemed like it was going to go in an interesting direction a few times, but then consistently took the most obvious and least interesting path.
There is also a bunch of weird moral implications? Maybe I'm missing something but the main character really seemed to be portrayed as a bad person for being unwell and angry about it. It was also peppered with fatphobia, and had a similar misogynistic undercurrent to Bunny.
Also similar to Bunny, the implied experience of madness/psychosis/delusions felt very much how someone without much actual information or sensitivity around the subject would write it. Gave me the vibe of, again, am edgy teenager RPing as a ~crazy~ character.
Overall disappointing.
Graphic: Ableism, Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Fatphobia, Medical content, Medical trauma, Abandonment, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Infertility, Mental illness, Blood