Reviews tagging 'Eating disorder'

Luster by Raven Leilani

56 reviews

laurenkimoto's review

slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

A complex disaster of a women living her complex disaster of a life 

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Classism, Gaslighting, Drug use, Eating disorder, Racism, Abortion, Addiction, Alcohol, Animal death, Blood, Body shaming, Death of parent, Gun violence, Medical content, Miscarriage, Police brutality, Self harm, and Toxic relationship

rebeckareads's review against another edition

challenging dark funny reflective medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

I found the beginning very intriguing but unfortunately the middle/end just kind of... fizzled out, in a way? However, the writing was beautiful and relatable. I was surprised with how funny the book was at times.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Sexual violence, Miscarriage, and Police brutality

Moderate: Toxic relationship, Racism, Infidelity, and Eating disorder

somelibrarychick's review against another edition

dark reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Racial slurs

Moderate: Abortion, Cancer, Toxic relationship, Suicidal thoughts, Self harm, Death of parent, Drug use, Eating disorder, Sexual harassment, Pregnancy, Police brutality, Miscarriage, and Racism

Minor: Suicide and Physical abuse

mair_ad's review

challenging reflective sad fast-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? No
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

Super interesting and unique book. The prose was simultaneously sparse and evocative; it had beautiful, lyrical turns of phrase but was also straightforward in its own a way. The format/structure of the book reflected the narrator Edie very well. It was also very quick to read (not long and not dense or overly complicated prose).

I'd heard recommendations for this book that focused on Edie's involvement in Eric and Rebecca's marriage, on her position as a "mistress" (which is misleading given the marriage is/was open). I think, though, that Edie's involvement with Akila--how Akila knows Edie is her dad's gf and how that affects their relationship, how Eric, Rebecca, and their community each view Black women and think about anti-Black racism, how Edie navigates

her own pregnancy after growing to care for Akila

--is much more interesting. A bit less flashy than "woman moves into her married boyfriend's home", perhaps. 

I think that sometimes the author pushed the limit of credibility of Edie's actions. There were times when Edie did something and I was just like, what the fuck? Not just because she did something weird, but because it didn't seem in character to me. Also, the body image, disordered eating, Akika-is-counting-calories issues were left where they lay, and I think would have benefitted from _more_. I would also have loved more about Edie's parents, not necessarily because the book needs it but because they were some of my favorite parts. So, so evocative and effective without giving much away. The retelling felt very true to Edie.

I have to say, I don't exactly know why I didn't *love* this book. It was beautifully written and a complex, interesting topic, and I feel like I should love it, but it came off dispassionate and removed, despite the apparent depth of the narrator's emotions.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Racial slurs, Racism, and Miscarriage

Moderate: Drug abuse, Death of parent, Police brutality, and Pregnancy

Minor: Eating disorder, Vomit, Alcoholism, and Suicidal thoughts

mekaylynn's review

challenging dark emotional reflective sad tense medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? No
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Miscarriage, Racism, Racial slurs, Pregnancy, Physical abuse, Mental illness, Infidelity, Animal cruelty, and Animal death

Moderate: Alcohol, Blood, Injury/Injury detail, Vomit, Violence, Drug use, and Panic attacks/disorders

Minor: Infertility, Eating disorder, Suicide, Infidelity, Cursing, Slavery, Sexual assault, Sexual harassment, and Sexual violence

oneinamili's review

dark funny reflective medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? No
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Abortion and Addiction

Moderate: Physical abuse and Emotional abuse

Minor: Death of parent, Eating disorder, Violence, and Suicide

tgbdscrapbook's review against another edition

dark reflective

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? No
• Loveable characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.25

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Miscarriage, Infidelity, and Sexual content

Moderate: Sexual violence, Racial slurs, and Racism

Minor: Eating disorder and Death of parent

thesawyerbean's review against another edition

challenging dark tense slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? No
• Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.75

The last third of this book saved it from getting a lower rating. While I can appreciate the poetry and extended metaphors in Leilani’s writing, I can’t help but feeling it comes across as rather constipated and convoluted in parts. I quite often found myself completely lost and having to reread to regather the thread of the prose.

The actual premise was intriguing - the commencing few chapters were not particularly enthralling, but the pace did pick up later on in the novel. The portrayal of nihilistic self-destructive sex was raw and ugly, knitted together in a web of nuanced discussions on race, sexuality, feminism and capitalism which I found very interesting and affecting. These are the parts that dragged this book up in its rating.

However, I overall found this to be quite a slog to get through. I powered through the final half in one sitting, and the concluding chapters were immaculately done. But in the end I wasn’t particularly enthralled or interested in Edie as a character.

I stand by my appreciation for Leilani’s prose, and I finish my review with this quote that I found powerful:

I am inclined to pray, but on principle, I don’t. God is not for women. He is for the fruit. He makes you want and he makes you wicked, and while you sleep, he plants a seed in your womb that will be born just to die.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Alcohol, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Gore, Infidelity, Racism, Sexism, Body shaming, Eating disorder, Miscarriage, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Blood, Fatphobia, Grief, Abortion, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Panic attacks/disorders, Police brutality, Alcoholism, Animal death, Body horror, Cursing, Death, Death of parent, Domestic abuse, Medical trauma, Pregnancy, Racial slurs, Vomit, and Addiction

arys_library's review against another edition

emotional funny reflective medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

Such an incredible debut novel. In this book we follow a 23 year old black woman named Edie as she joins an open relationship with an older white couple. During her visits and experiences with the couple, she notices that have an adopted black daughter that Edie is immediately drawn to. Edie realizes that she may be the only black figure in this girls life and wants to help navigate her through the world, even though at times, Edie seems to need help doing that herself. 

I absolutely loved the narration throughout this book. It’s scattered, insecure, and inadvertently funny. The way she thinks reminds me of parts of myself, which is why it felt so familiar and how I read it in one sitting. 

The beginning of the book was funny and sexual and the relationships that were formed bordered on unhinged. It was so easy to get through. The ending half could have easily been a different story, and I mean that in a good way. The ending focuses on Edie and her relationship with herself and the family she inserted herself into. 

I loved the ending half of the book even more than the beginning. It was a bit tiring though. The writing style is beautiful, and requires you to read it slowly to absorb the information. 

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Miscarriage and Sexual content

Moderate: Alcoholism, Alcohol, Eating disorder, Racism, Sexual violence, and Abortion

Minor: Death of parent, Drug use, Infertility, Body shaming, Police brutality, Vomit, and Toxic relationship

ansleyymoore's review against another edition

challenging dark emotional funny reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Abortion, Blood, Cursing, Eating disorder, Miscarriage, Racial slurs, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Sexual content, Gun violence, Medical content, and Racism