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manda_reads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Lilly and Ryle have a slightly forceful interaction as Ryle pleads with her for sex and then falls asleep. They engage in activities after Ryle upsets her at his sister's birthday party. In the letters to Ellen, we find out that Lilly's father was abusive towards her as well. Back in the present timeline Lilly and Ryle are testing out their relationship. They go to dinner with her mother, where her past and present collide as Atlas is the owner/chef. In the past timeline, Lilly and Atlas hang out every day after school and he stays on her bedroom floor at night. Lilly's father attempted to rape her mother. Atlas leaves for his uncle's house in Boston. In the present, Lilly hosts an opening event at the floral shop. Ryle's sister is pregnant after a while of infertility. Ryle and Lilly are officially boyfriend and girlfriend. Lilly and Ryle's relationship takes a volatile and abusive turn. They go back to the restaurant where they ate with her mother. Atlas discovers that Lilly is being abused and beats up Ryle. In the past, on her sixteenth birthday, Lilly's dad finds Atlas in her room with her. Chaos ensues and Lilly's dad beats him up badly. Lilly is meeting Ryle's parents when Ryle and Lilly decide to elope.
Shortly after they are married, they get into a heated argument over Lilly secretly having Atlas' phone number when Ryle's abuse of Lilly worsens. A shocking twist is revealed in chapter 20 about Ryle's childhood. Everything is in a lull period as Ryle's sister gives birth to a baby girl named Rylee. Soon after Ryle and Lilly get in their most brutal fight yet and he rapes her. Surprise surprise it all stems from Ryle's jealousy over Atlas. When she goes to the hospital, she is told she is pregnant. After she takes some time for herself and gives birth to a baby girl Emerson, she makes a choice about her marriage. Lilly decides to divorce Ryle finally breaking the cycle of abuse. Overall, this book is a twisty ride. I love Atlas among other characters and can't wait to read the second book. Sorry for divulging a lot of the book's details. I was trying to keep track of everything because this book has a lot to absorb. I am curious to see how this book will translate into the movie. This Colleen Hoover reading experience was devastatingly beautiful. I was really happy with the epilogue as it sets the stage for the next book
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, and Rape
Moderate: Sexual assault, Death of parent, and Pregnancy
Minor: Child death and Suicidal thoughts
thebookkeepers's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.75
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, Rape, and Pregnancy
meamarenee's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Child death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Blood, Suicide attempt, Pregnancy, and Gaslighting
emilyswain's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Physical abuse, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Pregnancy, and Abandonment
jenareynolds's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Child death, Domestic abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Blood, Pregnancy, and Alcohol
bookworm_43's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Medical content, Grief, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, and Injury/Injury detail
rubberrosebooks's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Child abuse, Child death, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, Abandonment, Alcohol, and Injury/Injury detail
megreads12's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Child abuse, Suicide attempt, and Death of parent
abooklikeyou's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I'm not a reader of books with excessive cursing and spicy scenes. I like my sweet, fluffy, relatable rom-coms. But this book... is the exception to my rule. Don't be misled. This is not a love story - at least, it's not what you think. There's more to it. While this was a difficult read at times, it was also incredibly eye-opening and impactful. Colleen handles the subject matter so well.
I encourage you, if you have not already, to read this book. This is a story that I'm convinced needs to be heard. I didn't understand people like Lily before, but I do now.
Highlights for me: the unique flower shop. the journal entries and the connections to Ellen/Dory. the strong female friendship. the empathy gleaned from secrets learned. the meaning of the title. that scene at the end with the questions (iykyk). And last, but certainly not least, considerate Atlas.
Graphic: Cursing, Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, Sexual content, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Violence and Alcohol
Minor: Death, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Grief, and Pregnancy
amandaelle's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Pregnancy, and Gaslighting