saldre's review against another edition

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dark informative reflective sad slow-paced

4.0


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molsreads's review

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dark sad tense medium-paced

3.5

Part memoir, part serial killer true crime novel--The Babysitter: My Summers With a Serial Killer by Liza Rodman & Jennifer Jordan is told through Liza's first-person recollections of her summers spent in Provincetown often spending time with the local hotel handyman, Tony Costa, who, years later, she learns was a sadistic serial killer known as The Cape Cod Vampire.
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 What's heartbreaking and shocking about this story is that Tony, despite his brutal crimes,  is not portrayed as the only villain in this story. Liza's own mother is physically and emotionally abusive and deliberately cruel. 
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It's heartbreaking when one of the few people from Liza's childhood that showed her the most kindness is revealed to be a serial killer-- who was likely grooming her to be a future victim.
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I had never heard of Tony Costa so his story and gruesome crimes were completely new to me. It's not the best true crime book I've ever read, that honor is still held by American Predator but it is definitely worth a read for any true crime fans. 
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Thanks to @netgalley and Atria Books for the advanced reader copy in exchange for an honest review. 

Since @jobis said true crime counts for the #50states50horrorbooks challenge; this is my choice for Massachusetts.  

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lilacsandliterature's review against another edition

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5.0

Thank you to Atria books for the advanced copy!

As a huge fan of true crime, I’ve heard of many cases but for some reason had never heard of Tony Costa, The Cape Cod “Casanova” or “Vampire.” This book was my first introduction to the serial killer, and now I’m scrambling to learn everything abut the case.

My two favorite genres are true crime and memoirs, and this book exceeded all expectations on both fronts. Told as a dual perspective between a young girl growing up on Cape Cod with a difficult mother and secrets of her own, but also following along with Tony, a young man newly married with many demons. I was enamored with this story from the very first pages and couldn’t put it down. It’s written so smartly, and keeps you engaged with every page as you clean motel rooms with Liza, jump in a truck with “Tony the handy man” to head to the dump, and dive deep into the life of a horrific serial killer.

If memoirs aren’t exactly your favorite genre but you devour true crime, you won’t be disappointed. The book tells of the graphic crimes of a seriously deranged man. This isn’t written for those who don’t want to know details, as every single one is described to the letter. There is also graphic sexual violence and drug use.

This will be a true crime novel I recommend to anyone interested in the subject. Informative but not written dry or like a text book in any capacity. I applaud both writers for diving deep into secrets and sharing so much with the audience.

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bookmaddie's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional medium-paced

4.0

This is a really great blend of memoir and investigative journalism, and quite the blast from the past. Rodman and Jordan recreate the late 1960s so perfectly on these pages and it was so interesting to see how much (and, in some cases, how little) society has changed since then. I also loved the inclusion of music from the summers Rodman spent in Provincetown—it really helped ground me in the story and time period.

I think what is most interesting in this book, besides Tony's bizarre and horrifying serial killing, is the contrast that Liza experienced in Tony—an adult who made her feel safe and valued, versus the evil person who brutally murdered multiple women. Rodman casts both an investigative, mature eye on this contrast and examines it from the perspective of her childhood. This duality served the story well and the moments of inconsistency between the two perspectives helped drive meaningful observations about human nature and family.

This made me think of the dichotomies in my own life, and how what we know and come to learn about someone can serve to either save or destroy your memories and opinion of someone. We see that in practice in Rodman's experience with Tony and her mother. It was powerful to read Rodman's memory of her "aha" moment with her mother, and how that helps her develop an understanding so that they could continue their relationship in adulthood. Meanwhile, what she learns about Tony rightfully fractures her memories of him and adds this dark specter over their time together. Unexpectedly, I found this book to offer a meditation on what it means to come to terms with the whole of a person, and what those consequences of that can be. This element really added to my reading experience and made this entire story more meaningful to me.

If you're interested in memoirs, true crime, and family relationships, then I'd definitely pick this one up. It explores so much besides a horrific series of crimes, and truly captures a time and place.

Thanks to Atria Books for providing me with an advanced digital copy!

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