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Moderate: Death, Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicide, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Death, Infertility, Mental illness, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Grief, Suicide attempt
because wherever I sat—on the deck of a ship or at a street café in Paris or Bangkok—I would be sitting under the same glass bell jar, stewing in my own sour air.
I was forever trapped in this body. In this mind that hated being. A new location, a new hobby, new group of friends has never and will never make me feel any different. Because I was forever trapped under this glass bell jar. And I believed this to be true. 2 years later I would suffer a major mental breakdown where my depression took hold of my life. While therapy, antidepressants and a strong support system saved me, but I think reading and listening to similar stories help usunderstand and take hold of our own experiences and stories.
While I didn't relate to Esther on every aspect I was surprised to read my own experiences and feelings written so delicately on paper. Reading the bell jar, not only was i reading about Esther, I was reading about myself. flashes of parallel memories like the one I had in the airport. I felt less alone knowing I wasn't alone in feeling like this. I understand why this book is liked. Even if mental illness isn't part of your life, you can feel plath's despair and grief seep out of the pages. Or the pressure plath feels from having to pick a career path fearing that what she picks will not be the 'correct path, the disappointment you feel from knowing you didn't get into a program you applied to, the panic from graduating college and entering the real world, being pressured by your superior at work about your performance, meeting your parents expectation of how you should behave, the double standards society puts on women and men. I think there are aspects anyone can relate to.
But... I do have criticisms, the racism. Do I need to say more? Yes I do. The racism deeply embedded in this novel is just ugh. Ugh. It's the decisions plath made to use non white ethnicities to describe unappealin scenes. She describes herself as a yellow Chinese man to describe herself looking unattractive or how the only black character in the book is described in such mocking way etc. Maybe it is a tad unfair to compare today's standards to a book written in the 60s. But when we talk about the bell jar so many of us (I definitely have) talked about how plath's view on mental illness and feminism was ahead of her time and these discussions are still discussed today. If we can compare those to today's standards we can point out the racism. Its not the most outrageous outward example of racism in classics but it is sprinkled everywhere in the book. Maybe it is not very noticeable to some but for people who lived their whole lives being outcasted for the color of our skin it is super noticeable.
Graphic: Death, Mental illness, Misogyny, Racial slurs, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Death of parent
Graphic: Death, Mental illness, Misogyny, Racial slurs, Racism, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Terminal illness, Toxic relationship, Suicide attempt, Toxic friendship, Alcohol
Just like Esther, we really are all stuck in a bell jar. For our own little perks and flaws, we are kept on display - a fragile enclosed throne.
Graphic: Mental illness, Suicide
Moderate: Death
Minor: Body shaming, Racial slurs
I finally decided to revisit this book almost eight years later because I wanted to see how my opinion might've changed after so much internal reflection and mental health advocacy. And I have... mixed feelings. It is genuinely one of the best depictions of a suicidal episode I've ever seen, in terms of how it explains social pressures and cultural influences on mental health and how it connects patriarchy and (surface-level) feminism to mental health. I'm a few months out from college graduation now, and its descriptions of how career uncertainty and dread contribute to depressive episodes are spot-on in the earlier chapters. It talks about medicine in a complicated and real way, including the biases of medical professionals and the harms of medical trauma.
But holy hell does it still have problems. I think the biggest glaring one is Sylvia Plath's racism, which she offloads onto Esther. (This is a good article for the basics of racism in The Bell Jar but there's a whole set of stuff out there at this point: https://www.wweek.com/arts/books/2017/10/04/its-time-we-had-a-talk-about-the-bell-jar-the-white-feminist-racist-literary-icon/.) The scene that occurs while Esther is in an inpatient facility is atrocious as are all the other racist comments and asides throughout the book. For this reason alone I don't plan to ever try to pick up Plath's writing again.
There's also a bunch of issues I had that, for simplicity's sake, I'll call "pacing."
The biographical notes at the end also begin to address some of the controversy this novel created in the world directly around Sylvia Plath, including how it wrecked her mental health in the process (in no small part because of the difficulties of trying to balance her career, her children, her marriage, and her own health) and how it destabilized her relationships with her family and others who she created fictionalized representations of in this novel. I feel like this is a terrifying, solid case study of autofiction ethics and what it really means to represent your closed loved ones in literature, especially such emotionally raw and representative literature. It also makes the novel's racism even more reflective on Sylvia Plath as a person and writer across all her works: there is no separating Sylvia Plath and Esther Greenwood, not really.
Anyway. Read this at your own warning. It's hard stuff.
Graphic: Death, Mental illness, Misogyny, Racism, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Racial slurs, Sexual assault
Minor: Infidelity, Vomit, Death of parent, Alcohol
Graphic: Mental illness, Misogyny, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Schizophrenia/Psychosis
Moderate: Chronic illness, Death, Drug abuse, Fatphobia, Infidelity, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Sexism, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Lesbophobia, Alcohol
Minor: Racial slurs, Racism, Forced institutionalization, Vomit
Graphic: Death, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Blood, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Death, Racism, Sexual content
Graphic: Death, Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Blood, Medical content, Suicide attempt, Alcohol