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Graphic: Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Racial slurs, Suicide
Minor: Racism
Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Schizophrenia/Psychosis
Esther is a deeply real/emotional/hurt/traumatised and interesting character who is more and more obviously going through dread and is disillusioned about life, but I found it very well-done how she herself goes through the motions of her state of mind. There are glimpses here and there but she seems shut off from herself.
A few things happen I would have liked more details about (mainly later on) but they don’t affect the rating/experience. And I also want to add that I admire the way that it is implied rather than spelled out how Esther gets to where she does mentally and emotionally (bc body and mind are connected) and how the change happens gradually and inconspicuously (which is quite realistic).
The book is very well-written apart from some stereotypical language use here and there.
Graphic: Body horror, Body shaming, Death, Eating disorder, Fatphobia, Homophobia, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Forced institutionalization, Medical content, Grief, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Alcohol
Graphic: Mental illness, Misogyny, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Medical content, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Death, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicide, Forced institutionalization, Vomit, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Fatphobia, Infidelity, Racial slurs, Death of parent, Alcohol
Graphic: Mental illness, Misogyny, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Blood, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Racial slurs, Sexual violence, Violence
Minor: Racism, Vomit
Graphic: Mental illness, Misogyny, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt
I think the best parts of this book were the depictions of what it’s like to struggle with deciding what you want to do with your future and the discussions of heterosexual dating norms.
Definitely take the trigger warnings seriously, since the content depicted is quite graphic.
I would recommend sections of this book, but I think the decision about reading the novel as a whole wrt triggering content related to mental health and the racism throughout depends on the individual reader.
Graphic: Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Suicide
Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Mental illness, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Self harm
Minor: Suicide
Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Medical content, Suicide attempt