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booksthatburn's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Laurie is almost forty, he needs to submit like he needs air, but playing with strangers feels like going through the motions and his ex-boyfriend moves in the same kink party circles as his friends. Toby is nineteen and desperate to be taken seriously. He knows what he wants, he just needs someone who will believe him and give themselves to him. A single night turns into a weekly arrangement, then transforms into something neither of them can bear to lose. They don't quite know how to bridge the gaps caused as much by the idea of the years between them as any actual misunderstandings caused by the gulf in experience. Both characters are adults, and while this age-gap scenario isn't something I'm generally into, part of what I appreciate is that it rides that edge of acknowledging and incorporating Toby's youth without trying to play up ideas of him being a child (since he's absolutely not one). That dynamic won't be for everyone, but I like how it plays out here.
One of the things Alexis Hall captures so perfectly is that people always are the oldest they've ever been, and dismissing someone's attempts to get the very experiences they lack just denies them agency to little purpose. If Toby is a dom who's ever going to experience consensual kink then someone has to be his first sub. Laurie has complicated feelings about this, what it means for either of them. He thinks that Toby will leave him someday, sooner rather than later, and keeps trying to push him away before that happens. Toby is frustrated by the way Laurie gives himself wholly over during sex, but holds himself back emotionally, erratically.
This is the first Spires book that's felt even a little bit like a sequel, but I think it actually takes place a year or so before the events of WAITING FOR THE FLOOD. Toby is related to a minor character from that book, and both Edwin and Marius have brief appearances here (my guess at the timeline is based on Marius's reaction to the barest whisper of news about Edwin). I'm generally a fan of reading books in order, but it doesn't really seem to matter where the Spires books are read in relation to each other (at least not so far). This is a self-contained storyline which has its own events and themes, not really wrapping up anything from a previous book, but providing an emotional prelude to some of WAITING FOR THE FLOOD. I like it as the third book, it needs the emotional context of the previous books' tangled relationships and emphasis on the need for both intent and action when caring for someone else. Part of what's happening here is that Laurie starts out thinking he can survive on just action, but Toby can't help but bring love and intent into it, and Laurie doesn't want to admit that he wants that too.
I love the Spires series and this is an excellent addition to it.
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Injury/Injury detail, Violence, Death, Medical content, Alcohol, Gore, Medical trauma, Grief, and Cursing
Minor: Child abuse, Sexism, Homophobia, Transphobia, Sexual violence, Sexual harassment, Cancer, Infidelity, Dementia, Drug use, Racism, Terminal illness, Abandonment, and Blood
Contains brief Harry Potter references.booksnbcys's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, and Sexual content
Moderate: Grief, Death, Classism, Abandonment, and Alcohol
Minor: Terminal illness
hbocking's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
4.0
Graphic: Sexual content
oddgreyhound's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
Graphic: Sexual content
cheye13's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Something about Hall's indie published books are always a hit for me.
Graphic: Sexual content
Minor: Medical content and Violence
emotionally distant parent; depictions of consensual (to a point) violence in sexual situationscameronbaomn's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
I was cautious as I don’t like age gaps and usually stay away from them, especially where the youngest is nineteen (Toby) and the oldest is thirty-seven (Laurie), but this worked.
The age gap was an actual discussion, an actual theme, and it was executed perfectly, in my opinion.
Because you get both characters’ POVs you can see that it isn’t predatory or manipulative and Laurie was very concerned about the age thing in the beginning and it’s a huge part of his development along with the conversation. Even in the BDSM setting, it isn’t used as a fetish and I think Laurie being submissive really works well because their dynamic is of equals and it shows the versatility of roles.
I also like finally seeing the representation of BDSM not being this weird thing, but instead turned really quite romantic.
Hall always writes characters that feel real and though this one has far less humour than boyfriend material, for example, there is still some and his voice is distinguished and really shines through in here as well.
Oh, and it was very sexy too
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Cancer, Grief, and Death
Minor: Medical content
ljedwards's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Grief
galleytrot's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
SECOND READ: Feb 2023
FORMAT: Digital, then Audio + Digital
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Grief, Cancer, Death, and Terminal illness
Minor: Alcohol, Bullying, Dementia, Drug use, Injury/Injury detail, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Homophobia, Abandonment, Infidelity, Outing, and Medical trauma
jaelovesbooks's review against another edition
3.75
Graphic: Sexual content
dilaida's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Grief
Minor: Death