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4.29 AVERAGE
4.29 AVERAGE
reflective
sad
tense
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Character
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Complicated
Thank you to NetGalley for the advanced copy.
I have so many mixed feelings about this book. On one hand, the protagonist is incredibly relatable to me because we work in similar fields, but on the other hand, she can be frustrating and overwhelming. Like Katia, I also work with young boys who have been failed by the system or come from families dealing with their own struggles. These boys make tough choices just to survive, even if those choices are dangerous. And as an adult who wants to protect and nurture them, it’s easy to lose yourself in the work—so much so that you forget to take care of yourself.
Katia is a strong Black woman in her 40s, still living at home, stuck in a half-hearted relationship, and never really given the space to grieve. She's the rock for her family and the executive director of a group home where she cares for troubled young boys, guiding them toward success. She constantly reminds them that being a Black boy in today’s world will make them a target, but no matter how hard she tries, she can’t save them all. On top of everything, her two brothers go missing in Vietnam, and only one returns.
Katia’s self-esteem is shattered, and her view of herself is harsh. She’s convinced she lacks beauty or value, especially because she can't have children. With a love interest she ignores, two boys she feels she can't save, a mother with no boundaries, a job where the racist owner wants to see her fail, and the weight of all her worries, Katia is like a ticking time bomb. No one can carry that kind of load forever.
While I appreciate how the book addresses the trauma and tough decisions young men face—things that need to be discussed—the repetition of Katia’s struggles was a bit much. The book covers a lot of heavy themes: abuse, trauma, death, love, nourishment, and the power of prayer. Losing faith and hope is a recurring theme, but through it all, the support, and prayers from those around her provide a constant sense of comfort. There’s a beautiful focus on the complexity of faith and the journey of understanding versus questioning God.
Despite all of Katia’s struggles, there’s an undeniable beauty in her character—one she’s reluctant to see but deeply deserves to feel. She may be far from perfect, but she’s fighting for something better, and by the end of the book, I truly hoped she would find a happy ending.
I have so many mixed feelings about this book. On one hand, the protagonist is incredibly relatable to me because we work in similar fields, but on the other hand, she can be frustrating and overwhelming. Like Katia, I also work with young boys who have been failed by the system or come from families dealing with their own struggles. These boys make tough choices just to survive, even if those choices are dangerous. And as an adult who wants to protect and nurture them, it’s easy to lose yourself in the work—so much so that you forget to take care of yourself.
Katia is a strong Black woman in her 40s, still living at home, stuck in a half-hearted relationship, and never really given the space to grieve. She's the rock for her family and the executive director of a group home where she cares for troubled young boys, guiding them toward success. She constantly reminds them that being a Black boy in today’s world will make them a target, but no matter how hard she tries, she can’t save them all. On top of everything, her two brothers go missing in Vietnam, and only one returns.
Katia’s self-esteem is shattered, and her view of herself is harsh. She’s convinced she lacks beauty or value, especially because she can't have children. With a love interest she ignores, two boys she feels she can't save, a mother with no boundaries, a job where the racist owner wants to see her fail, and the weight of all her worries, Katia is like a ticking time bomb. No one can carry that kind of load forever.
While I appreciate how the book addresses the trauma and tough decisions young men face—things that need to be discussed—the repetition of Katia’s struggles was a bit much. The book covers a lot of heavy themes: abuse, trauma, death, love, nourishment, and the power of prayer. Losing faith and hope is a recurring theme, but through it all, the support, and prayers from those around her provide a constant sense of comfort. There’s a beautiful focus on the complexity of faith and the journey of understanding versus questioning God.
Despite all of Katia’s struggles, there’s an undeniable beauty in her character—one she’s reluctant to see but deeply deserves to feel. She may be far from perfect, but she’s fighting for something better, and by the end of the book, I truly hoped she would find a happy ending.
emotional
funny
inspiring
reflective
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Character
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
I loved everything about this!!! Katia is one of my favorite FMC. It's a story of self-discovery, family, love, and the complexities of womanhood. Set in Troy, Alabama in the 1960s. Katia, the executive director of Pike County Group Home for Negro Boys, pours all of her heart and energy into caring for her boys. She is the person everyone leans on and she always has to be strong. When her high school crush comes back to town, she realizes her life was not as fulfilling as she thought. As things at work, with her family, and her love life take a turn for the worst, she must learn how to accept the support she's so used to giving. Katia's character was so relatable. I too find myself packing away my feelings to be supportive to others. She focuseson her flaws and uses them to deem herself as undeserving. The love story, although not the focus, was sweet and beautiful. This was an amazing story.I would highly recommend! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
emotional
inspiring
reflective
sad
tense
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Character
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Complicated
Great read and very inspiring for those working in human services field
Content Warnings
Moderate: Child abuse, Infertility, Kidnapping