Reviews with content warning for Body shaming - Brainwyrms

Fair warning to all who read this book - It is gross and terrifying and uncomfortable but man oh man is it good. I borrowed a copy from my library and I ate this up in 24 hours. I could not put it down. Kind of like watching a car wreck, its terrifying and uncomfy but we can't look away.

I am an avid horror fan. This book made me squeamish and want to clean my brain. I loved the not so subtle topic of trans-gender folx experiences in the UK and the cost of the lack of empathy and humanity they are treated with. This story is not for the feint of heart. But I believe it is so damn important to read. If you think you're uncomfortable reading this? Imagine how a trans person feels just living their life.

I would 100% read again. I have read Alison's previous book Tell Me I'm Worthless and while I didn't enjoy it AS much, I think Alison is an incredible writer.

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challenging dark mysterious sad fast-paced

Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

Some parts of this were reallly strong, and if you're looking for something gross that's also well-written, this'll do it for you. I think some of the more experimental parts went over my head tbh, but I still somehow couldn't put this one down.

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adventurous challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense fast-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Plot
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? No
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.0

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challenging dark tense fast-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? No
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

Even though the book contains a trigger warning, please pay attention to the warnings included in my review and on this site before reading. If there are any topics you need or want to avoid, chances are this book covers them.
Now onto the review. If you've read Rumfitt's book Tell Me I'm Worthless, you'll probably soon realize that Brainwyrms uses a different metaphor for the same issues: rising transphobia in the UK and the far-right radicalization pipeline. This isn't either praise or critique, in my opinon both metaphors work well to take you on a rollecoaster of feeling disgusted and terrified by the supernatural horrors, only to realize the segments accurately depicting reality are just as horrific. After all, what is a dangerous idea you find online other than a vicious worm trying to slither its way into your brain and multiply?

If the segments detailing worms oozing out of a TERF's eyes caused me to stop reading for a second to catch my breath, the passages about the same woman purposely misgendering and attacking her trans child made me want to scream in despair.

You're likely to either finish this book with a deep feeling of depression at the state of trans rights, or set it aside with the need to fight harder than ever to make sure it never goes as far as what the book describes.
Then there is the other component of the novel: a very deep, detailed dive into extreme kink, mixed with a good portion of body horror and absolute psychological f*ckery. Even if I didn't let it get to me too much, I won't pretend like I didn't struggle to make it through certain chapters. I'm not completely convinced all of it was necessary, even in a horror novel.

If the author herself feels the need to literally address the reader in the middle of the book just to warn them of the extremity of the following chapters, I can't help but feel at least some of it is somewhat gimmicky. I found myself thinking: the social transphobic horror was horrifying and anxiety-inducing enough, are you sure the point will be reinforced by including incest, detailed descriptions of masturbation with animal feces or random unrelated stories about suicides and murdered influencers?

I was about to rate Brainwyrms 4 stars, because I did enjoy reading it (in some twisted way) and I appreciate someone taking the extreme route to speaking out on the situation in the UK and elsewhere. Then while writing this review, I realized the two main aspects of the story didn't blend well in the finale, which felt simultaneously too grand, and not grand enough. Or better still, not satisfying enough. Not terrible enough to make a very ugly point, not cathartic enough to make it all feel worth it. Too open, but too concrete at the same time. One day, I will have to find the strength to do a reread, maybe. Hopefully, by then the world won't be taken over by Brainwyrms. I hope Alison Rumfitt gets to write many more deranged books that will make me question her sanity, and mine for reading all of them.

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