dark emotional sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
dark emotional informative reflective sad slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional reflective sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging dark reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

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Stephen King said this book is “a hard story to read and a harder one to put down” and I couldn’t describe it better.

The writing is as lovely as the subject matter is terrible. Kate Elizabeth Russel did a phenomenal job crafting this story with a lot of brutal honesty and compassion. It’s also a perspective I haven’t seen in other pieces about abuse/grooming. I really appreciated that novel jumped back and forth between Vanessa’s experience in school being abused, and to her reckoning with the abuse as an adult in the #MeToo era.

I think the pacing started to lag towards the end and I was disappointed most of the side characters weren’t more fleshed out. There is also a side-plot involving a college professor that felt mostly superfluous to me. I also was uncomfortable with how the book seemed to at times romanticize the abuse and the lasting effects of the abuse. I think that was the point of the story, that Vanessa wanted to see her relationship with her teacher as a love affair and not as rape/abuse/grooming because, in her mind, if it was love then she wasn’t a victim. But it made for an uncomfortable reading experience.

I would definitely be interested in picking up whatever Kate Elizabeth Russel writes next.
dark fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

An extremely difficult and painful read, and one that it’s very tough to recommend. Made my heart and stomach ache.

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dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Such a powerfully difficult book. I’m not sure if this story will ever really leave me. It was so hard to read knowing this is the truth of so many.

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Otroligt bra skriven, men en fruktansvärd berättelse. Enda minuset med den här boken var att den var alldeles för lång. Rekommenderar den varmt ändå. En väldigt viktig bok att läsa.