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Blood on Her Tongue by Johanna van Veen

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dark mysterious sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This is, in fact, a very unconventional story. Every time I thought I knew where the story was going, I was thrown for a loop.

I hate every single one of these people: they are horrible to each other and they do terrible things. But I really liked the plot - full of details and little things that made me want to keep reading and for a (somehow) "happy" ending. I particularly enjoyed the dynamics between the twin sisters: despite everything they really love each other.

I really want to read other books by this author.

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Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Blood on Her Tongue was one of the most anticipated reads of the year and I can say that it did not disappoint me.

I REALLY liked the atmosphere and the author's writing in this book. Apart from the part about the asylums, which is not entirely true to period the story is on (but the author made this very clear in one of her interviews), I think that van Heen managed to perfectly convey the gothic and disgusting tone of the time.

And all the credit goes to Johanna's writing, which managed to capture so well the small details that paint a vivid picture of the time and the sinister world that the characters find themselves in. All the descriptions of smells, feelings and textures are rich enough to keep you hooked on the story, but without embellishments that make the reading exhausting with the speech of the time.

I can see the criticism when some people say that the characters serve specific roles and seem to have no other desires, but I honestly didn't mind that.
I find the discussion of the role of women when we talk about their feelings and madness extremely interesting.

It was very interesting for me to see the dynamics between the four main characters.

We have Sarah, the sister with a dominant role, the determined woman, smarter than many men and also a sapphic woman. Three things that are not well regarded by society at the time.
Lucy, the submissive, quiet sister, but no less observant than her twin.
Michael, Sarah's husband, the typical misogynist.
Arthur, the doctor who is the twins' childhood friend, but who belittles their feelings when they are placed above his own.

I think it's cool how the author decided to treat the sisters' relationship, as well as that of the men.

Lucy doesn't live much beyond the self-imposed role of Sarah's shadow. The author comments in an interview that it is intentional the way Lucy becomes a completely different person when she sees her life and dynamic with Sarah threatened by other people. Having lived with twin cousins, I understand the relationship.

The dynamic between Michael and Arthur was also interesting to me. Arthur supposedly hates Michael, but they get together whenever they feel their masculinity is affected. Michael feels that the suffering of others is actually less than his, and Arthur puts his wishes above others, even if it means the detriment of the twins' feelings.

The part that I like most about these relationships is the way that anger and feminine feelings are confused with insanity throughout the reading.

The twins' aunt was put in a mental institution when her girlfriend left and she felt the weight of loneliness. The sapphic role in the book is not the focus, but it is another of the things that was not tolerated at the time.

The parts that stuck with me the most are those in which Lucy's opinions are treated with condescension.

Even when she commits crimes at the end, it is impossible for the characters to understand that it was not Sarah, the more assertive sister, who committed them.

This is a topic discussed in Tori Telfer's "Lady Killers", which opens up discussions about how several female serial killers managed to go unnoticed for so long precisely because the people around them did not believe in the type of planning that women calculate, and not only because of their feelings.
Female rage as hysteria and the inability to see their sinister words as a marker for their future actions.

In addition to these discussions, the supernatural side of the book is a delight. I LOVED the way the author talks about the mystery of bog bodies here and how she portrays vampirism more as a parasitic relationship than a supernatural one. Sarah doesn't act like a regular vampire and I was super intrigued by everything she did. The way she acts and how the parasite behaves are super interesting.

I really like the direction of the story, despite it being predictable.

With all this, I would already be satisfied with the book, but I think my favorite part is the same thing that fascinated me so much in Soma, the 2015 horror game.

The way of dealing with existence is very similar in both works and I'm completely crazy about this portrayal of existential dread. In the game, the characters live on an uninhabitable Earth and in order to be transported to space, they need to make copies of themselves, often leaving their past selves behind.
In Blood on Her Tongue, the parasite's relationship with Sarah is almost the same.
She dies and the parasite takes over, even though it still has Sarah's memories and feelings.

The question of "if you were copied (and in this book, taken over by another living being), would you still be you?" is one of the questions I love to debate the most.

I can never find a definitive answer and I find this subject extremely complex.

If a parasite takes over your body, but still has your memories and feelings, are you the parasite or do you no longer exist? If it takes over your brain, is it still yours, even with your past self in it? If our memories make us us, what happens if another being takes over our memories and acts like us, inside our own bodies? If we are no longer ourselves, what exactly died so we can say that we no longer exist?

The main character of Soma, Simon, at a certain point in the game (it is not the end of the game!) copies himself into another body and has to let his other self die, just as Sarah exists even after she dies.
This brief moment when there are two versions of a single person is very fascinating to me. I still can't find the line between what makes a person who they are when there is a "before" and an "after" coexisting.


I could talk about this subject for HOURS. The book is extremely well written and I would have enjoyed it anyway, but it also happened to have one of my favorite subjects.

For those who like a book with family relationships, a gothic atmosphere, vampires, lots of gore and writing that transports you back in time, I highly recommend Blood on Her Tongue. For those who like to wonder about our existence the book also sprinkles some of this debate in the mix.

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Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

I wanted to absolutely love this book. Unfortunately it just didn’t click with me. It was often very slow moving and I found myself questioning where the story could go. I could not stand Lucy or Sarah. Lucy is obsessed with her sister to an extremely disturbing level and I found myself just questioning everything. This was set in 1887 Netherlands but was written in today’s modern language and it felt a bit disjointed. 

This is just my opinion and I still recommend giving this a read if it sounds like your cup of tea. 



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Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

The characters are hardly that lovable, but you can’t help but root for them in the very end. I admit  the last part of the book made me like them a little more, but just barely so. Either way I adore the ending and the entire journey was dark, eerie, and disturbing. It was a fantastic ride, and a great take on vampirism. 

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Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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Loveable characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

*Thank you to Poisoned Pen Press and NetGalley for the e-ARC! All opinions are my own.*

This book was a RIDE. I had to sit with it for a couple days before reviewing to collect my thoughts. I definitely enjoyed my time reading this book. It was twisty and more than once, I found myself physically tensing up and having to catch my breath while reading which is always a good sign. It’s unique in its tone and I’m far-stretched to think of a read alike in my personal experience. This book is fast-paced, the characters are complex and engaging (and next to impossible to like almost the entire time - by design, of course). The descent into madness that occurs throughout this plot is a marvel to watch. There’s themes of codependency, adultery, narcissism, and some just plain gross body horror. It also gave me some freaky dreams if I read a lil too close to bedtime - another good sign of a good creepy story. 

Definitely not a book I’d go recommending to just anyone, but I will absolutely be keeping it in my back pocket. 

Is it perfect? Most certainly not. The writing can get a *little* repetitive if you’re paying too close attention - Johanna likes certain phrases and that shows. But the reality of reading, at least for me, is that sometimes shit like that just doesn’t matter.

SO. In conclusion, proceed with caution but my god have a funky freaky good time. 

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Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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dark mysterious medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Thank you to NetGalley and Poisoned Pen Press for the eARC!

I was immediately pulled in by the story and enjoyed even more than her debut novel. This is a creepy, Disturbing, and gross more than scary horror novel! There were times that the imagery made me nauseous but despite that I “enjoyed” the horror aspects and unique story.

I also appreciated that the author includes content warnings in the beginning.

I loved the atmospheric, historical setting. The story takes place in Drenthe which is one province over from me which I found really cool!! There was also a mention of my home state, Michigan 😍

Enjoying the mixing of the story as told by Lucy as well as newspaper articles, letters, and diary entries. You really get to know the characters who are flawed and well written! I had a lot of mixed feelings for them throughout the book.

The novel as a whole was well paced throughout and had a great ending. My best read of March so far and makes Van Veen an auto read author for me now!

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Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

I don't consider myself a horror reader, but I adored this book. I loved the different philosophical questions it brought up and I felt like it had a really satisfying ending. I also loved how gruesome it is; the depictions of violence were delicious. Lucy was such an interesting main character and the way that the main mystery unfurled was so intriguing.
I don't think I can really talk about this book properly without spoilers, so here we go!
I love how the message at the end with Arthur is like "Yes, even that man. A man is a man!" Because yeah. A man is a man. (I do know men that I love and trust, but you could just tell that Arthur was on some patriarchal bullshit.) I also thought the question of whether or not the being was "Sarah" was a really interesting direction to take this story. I liked how it resulted in (almost) all of the women in the story working together and it just felt like a unique take on this type of story.

Overall, I just really liked this book and I think that as long as you're not squeamish, you'll really like it, too.

Thank you to Sourcebooks and Poisoned Pen Press for the free finished copy.

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