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christinemcgoveran's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Moderate: Cancer, Death of parent, Abandonment, Car accident, Terminal illness, Grief, and Death
nicolelovesbooks's review against another edition
4.0
Moderate: Cancer, Infidelity, Car accident, and Death of parent
charlottasimojoki's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
1.25
Graphic: Rape, Sexual content, Car accident, and Sexual assault
Moderate: Death of parent and Death
Minor: Panic attacks/disorders, Cancer, Misogyny, and Mental illness
deluna's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Death of parent, Car accident, and Cancer
catrayhill's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
1.5
The book switches back and forth in time from "then" and "now" and consistently in the "now" section the characters allude that the main character, Macy, and the love interest, Elliot, had some sort of falling out eleven years ago and hadn't spoken since. I was feeling quite happy with the build-up to the reveal, I felt they did of foreshadowing what had occurred between them without making it explicitly obvious and I was honestly excited to see what they would do with the implications these actions had on Elliot's character. But then I actually got to it.
The reveal is that eleven years before the present day, Macy had walked in on Elliot in a compromising position with a longtime female friend, Emma, who had been pining after Elliot for a while and had become a point of contention between the main characters due to her infatuation with Elliot and their shared history (they had kissed before). Macy runs off and avoids Elliot for years after that, an action I entirely understand from her point of view at that moment.
My issue is the way Elliot's explanation of the events is framed and how it impacts the rest of the book. Elliot admits to Macy, when they eventually reunite, that he had been incredibly inebriated that night and had woken up to someone kissing him, and was under the assumption it was Macy. He confesses that he was so drunk that even in his memory, it was Macy, not Emma that night. He remembers engaging willingly, but again, under the presumption that it was Macy and not Emma. Consent cannot be gained under false pretenses/through deceit. That is sexual assault. The book (and Macy, the main character, whose point of view we read from), however, frame it as more "accidental cheating" and even worse, this framing is left entirely unchallenged.
I think there are ways to engage with this subject critically. I don't think Macy was unjustified in her feelings of betrayal given the fact that she did not know what really happened, and even when she did find out, I don't think that she had to just throw out all of her emotions from the past 11 years due to the new information. It is a difficult situation. The problem is the book doesn't treat it with any nuance. No one refers to it in any way as possible sexual assault, Macy calls it a "heartbreaking mistake" (pg 368), and it honestly seems that the authors themselves don't view it as SA which to me is a problem. The closest they get to it is when Elliot mentions how he had a panic attack the next time he attempted to engage sexually with another woman, Rachel. This can be read as PTSD for Elliot from being sexually assaulted, but it is more framed as guilt for how things ended with Macy. Rachel references this when she accuses Macy of having "fucked up" (pg 280) Elliot emotionally, and Elliot himself describes it as "the first person to go down on me after you left" (pg 370), directly correlating his emotional reaction not with what happened with Emma, but instead with Macy leaving him.
Male sexual assault survivors face a heavy stigma (as do all survivors of SA) and in particular, there is a lot of shame put on the survivor when the assailant is a woman. Some people just straight up don't believe it is possible for women to sexually assault men. By failing to engage fully with what happened to Elliot that night the authors inadvertently perpetuate this belief, simply having Elliot apologize to Macy and her accepting it. I have to think about if the roles were reversed if Elliot was a woman and Emma was a man. I think more people would have referred to it as sexual assault rather than "unintentional cheating" and the subject would have been engaged with much more critically.
Then the sequence of the car accident occurs and that really cemented my feelings towards this book. It just felt like trauma porn at that point and once again, nothing was engaged with critically. The concept of Macy partially blaming Elliot for her father's death despite knowing it is unreasonable is really fascinating to me, but they did nothing with it. The circumstances of her father's death are just thrown at us haphazardly in the last 40 pages of the book and there is no emotional reckoning, by the time we know all the details Macy is ready to move on. Then the book is tied up with an uncomplicated happy ending like we weren't just bombarded with both of those revelations.
I will likely not be reading any more Christina Lauren books.
Graphic: Death of parent and Car accident
Moderate: Rape, Cancer, and Sexual assault
justinareads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Car accident, Death of parent, and Grief
Moderate: Sexual assault
Minor: Cancer and Vomit
elinmln's review against another edition
3.25
Moderate: Cancer, Car accident, and Death of parent
thatswhatshanread's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
I feel numb after finishing this one, because I felt everything else while reading it. It didn’t take me long at all to pour through it, but somehow I’m left thinking I’d been inside those words for years and years. It was so comforting, real, sweet, honest, deep, heartbreaking… and other words.
To say this is a ‘great romance’ is doing it a disservice—it is an overwhelming portrait of every pulsing vein that makes up a contemporary romance. The chemistry between Elliot and Macy, built up so naturally, stretched into an aching slow burn, the intensity of raw hurt and mixed signals, dialogue dripping with honesty, the painful passage of time lost. Short chapters switching between “then” and “now” made it all the more heart racing. Would love prevail?
This isn’t a romcom, like the other books by Lauren that I’ve read. I adore romcoms, but I adore real stories even more. Real characters, real emotions, real loss, real situations. And this is real, this is all-encompassing, this is love.
Lauren’s full-hearted leap with this romantic drama is an instant winner for me. Hard to believe it was their first foray into women’s lit. What a home run.
Graphic: Grief, Death of parent, Death, and Sexual content
Moderate: Cancer, Car accident, Medical content, Terminal illness, and Cursing
Minor: Addiction and Pregnancy
lacyloveslit's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
I really enjoyed the duel timelines, flipping back and forth between their relationship 'then' and Macy and Elliot's reunion 'now'. I didn't understand the reasoning behind not speaking to someone you were so close to for 11 years- that seemed extreme to me while I was wondering what possibly could have happened to cause that sort of reaction. It made more sense in the end, but I still feel like that part was a bit much considering how destined the two seemed for each other.
The last part of this book ripped my heart out. I was not expecting it and it threw me.
I recommend this book if you:
-like the friends-to-lovers trope
-believe in soulmates
-are looking for a believable love story
-enjoy rekindled romance
For more reviews, find me on IG- @lacyloveslit
Moderate: Cancer, Car accident, and Death of parent
iheartnormalpeople's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.25
Graphic: Mental illness, Grief, and Death of parent
Minor: Cancer