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sirthatsacowboy's review against another edition
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Homophobia, Racism, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Transphobia, Violence, and Dysphoria
spadedigsbutts's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.5
Speaking on the story of the book, it's hard to really call it a story. It would be easier to call it a slice of life with fantastical elements and characters interacting until the last fourth of the book where more of a plot with the central protagonist, Katarina, comes up and we get some much needed payoff to her and Shizuka's arcs. If there is anything to say about this book, it is that almost everything with Katarina and Shizuka is excellent!! I loved seeing Katarina come into her own and gain confidence under the protection of her strong and loving mentor figure. While the book never once made me believe Shizuka would sacrifice Katarina, the inherent drama of the possibility and what they're willing to do for each other is great! If this book had just been about them and condensed to cut the many many side characters I would have rated it like a 4 minimum. Even if you don't read the whole book, read Katarina's stuff!! It's really good!! Unfortunately the biggest weakness of the book is Shizuka's love interest, the space refuge Lan, who just constantly feels out of place in the book. I wouldn't contribute this lack of cohesion to the fact everything else in the book is mundane or magical and Lan's parts of the story are super sci-fi, as I've seen other books do similar successfully, but that she never quite gets integrated into any one character's life. Even Shizuka, who is Lan's romantic interest, just has entire scenes and arcs going on independent of her to the point I forget Lan exists until she appears. Lan comes with a number of plot points and character arcs that unfortunately just flat out don't get a resolution, like with her son who
Anyways, if none of these are deal breakers for you, go read it!! Katarina's trans coming-of-age story is really good!! Unfortunately everything surrounding it is just very messy and underwritten and I wish i could have liked it more.
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, Child abuse, Deadnaming, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Homophobia, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Racial slurs, Racism, Sexism, Sexual violence, Transphobia, Xenophobia, Murder, Outing, Sexual harassment, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Child death, Death, Fatphobia, Gun violence, Terminal illness, Toxic relationship, Violence, Murder, Abandonment, Alcohol, Colonisation, Classism, and Deportation
Minor: Confinement and War
This book absolutely digs and then dwells in real-world racism, transphobia, and other bigotries. If you want more of an escapist trans story without real-world bigotries, absolutely put this one down. If you're looking for more cathartic real-world brutal depictions of transphobia, etc. you might like this.clarabooksit's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.25
Graphic: Child abuse, Deadnaming, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Transphobia, Lesbophobia, Outing, Sexual harassment, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Bullying, Death, Physical abuse, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Murder, Gaslighting, and Classism
Minor: Self harm, War, and Pandemic/Epidemic
popsicleplease's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Child abuse, Homophobia, Racism, and Transphobia
Moderate: Gun violence and Rape
forestfloor's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
3.0
I also had qualms about the portrayal of Katrina's trans identity. I don't want to dismiss the authentic perspective Aoki writes from, a lot of it was very real. However, being trans myself, I found it painful to read how much of her identity is routed in self-hatred, rather than conviction in her gender. Constantly through the story, in a variety of scenarios, she responds immediately with self hatred and internalised transphobia. I started to struggle to resonate with her because of how constant and immediate it was: I would have potentially been more convinced by her character if there was more of a downward spiral in her thoughts to arrive there. I also found myself getting distracted from the plot because I was wishing she would have moments of gender euphoria. I spent a lot of my time reading wishing she would catch a glimpse of herself and see herself as she is.
Graphic: Racism and Transphobia
crrieandrsn26's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.0
I think I would have enjoyed it more and it would have carried more emotional weight if they were a normal immigrant family but the sci-fi/alien aspect really just didn’t work and felt very heavy handed and were the weakest points of the book.
Not to mention making the comparison of a hologram girl “struggling to feel like she fits” with Katrina’s struggles that were very much based in reality felt more than a little side-eye inducing.
Graphic: Rape, Sexual assault, and Transphobia
Moderate: Racism and Xenophobia
mandal1226's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, Transphobia, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Rape and Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Deadnaming
Even if you don’t know anything about classical music, and specifically violin lore, the story is so much bigger than that.foxblood's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Racism, Rape, Transphobia, and Violence
dreamweaver's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Graphic: Deadnaming, Transphobia, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Child abuse, Racism, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Xenophobia, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Outing
eni_iilorak's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
4.5
Graphic: Child abuse, Deadnaming, Physical abuse, Racism, Rape, Transphobia, Outing, Sexual harassment, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Bullying, Homophobia, Self harm, Murder, Lesbophobia, and Classism
Minor: Cursing, Drug use, Miscarriage, Suicide, Injury/Injury detail, and Pandemic/Epidemic