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Mirrorland by Carole Johnstone

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tabby2920's review

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dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0


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madarauchiha's review

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dark emotional mysterious sad tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

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It's a standard who dunnit mystery with plenty of plot twists and a great pay off. I greatly dislike the incest plot, but it worked well enough. 

Content warnings:
medium self harm, pedophilia, incest, drug overdose, 

major racism about magical non existent tribes, child abuse, mouth trauma, blood, dental trauma, scars , guns, stalking, paranoia, suicide, incest, domestic abuse, abuse, manipulation, unhealthy relationships, marital infidelity, child abuse, gaslighting, NSFW, suicide threats, suicide, medical scenarios, death, murder,

About the incest warning. Major spoilers.
the 'bluebeard' character is actually the grandfather. The grandfather is also their father, having imprisons one of his adult twin daughter and raped them off screen, impregnating her at least once. The incest / csa is not depicted explicitly but it is implied and confirmed to have happened. The plot is focus more on the current day, as the grandfather is long since dead.
 

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fleeno's review

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dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

As children El and Cat grew up in a rambling, gothic home with their mother and grandfather. The space behind the pantry became mirrorland, a place where they could escape to, a world of pirates, witches, and complex rules about clowns and tooth fairies. As adults El and Cat haven't spoken for 12 years, El has married Cats former boyfriend and occasional visitor to mirrorland Ross and lives in their former home in Edinburgh, and Cat lives in LA. When Cat receives a call to say El has gone missing on a sailboat she rushes back to Edinburgh, certain even despite the estrangement she would have felt it if El was dead. Being back in their childhood home brings back memories for Cat and she begins to realise how much of her childhood she had forgotten and blocked out. Cat's  memories of El are unclear, and the line between what is how much of mirrorland was real how much was imaginary becomes blurred. Cat learns that before she went missing El was receiving threatening notes, then Cat begins recieving the same notes and emails from someone leading her to clues from their childhood games. 
 This book was quite the thriller and had me guessing all the way through. It took me a while to get used to the language used to describe the house - the clown cafe, bluebeards room, boomtown - and it was unclear how much was part of a childhood imagination and how much was real. Cat's poor memory makes her an unreliable narrator, she has blocked out a lot of childhood trauma, has a skewed view of her sister, and idolizes Ross. As some aspects of mirrorland turn out to be real I began to wonder how much of the world was real and what had happened during their childhood. 
 If you can persevere through the first part and get your head around the house and mirrorland the result is an amazing and imaginative story. It's rare that thrillers actually keep me guessing but this one did. The ending was superb, El and Cat are brilliant characters, the only draw back is the complex nature of the imaginary world which may be too convoluted for some readers. 

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fictionmajorette's review

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adventurous challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Full thoughts: https://fictionmajorette.blogspot.com/2021/04/mirrorland-carole-johnstone.html

My absolute favorite part was the pacing - it was immaculate.  It was the kind of book that, when I was done, I put it down and just thought back over the whole story and how everything came together at just the right pace for me to be 100% completely enthralled.  The thriller beats are timed out perfectly for my taste and the pacing worked with the information we learn from the book in order to expertly ramp up the tension.  This is Johnstone's debut novel and, to me, it reads like a seasoned thriller writer.  I had a bit of a rough time with the first 10-15% but once I got past that part, the book just flew by.  It has been a while since I've had a book where it felt like I couldn't turn the pages fast enough and this one hit that exact target for me.  I think the scavenger hunt Cat goes on gives a natural cadence to the story and really helps push along the narrative.  

This story has a very fantastical, some might say flowery, narrative style.  The style is consistent through the book, but I  found it the heaviest at the beginning and it leaned a bit too much toward the literary fiction side of prose for my personal liking.  Very detailed descriptions, long paragraphs detailing Cat's feelings and thoughts and her surroundings.  I know some readers will really enjoy this writing style, but it just isn't for me.  However, once we got past that first 15% or so, the mystery side of the plot really picks up and it feels like the narrative has more to focus on rather than just feelings and setting.  I'd say the writing style takes some time to get used to and sink into, but I really think it is a fantastic choice overall for the story and 100% worth the effort it might take getting through the first little bit of the book.

I really enjoyed the characters in this story and the way we slowly peel back the layers of characterization.  Cat hasn't talked to her sister in 12 years so, in a way, we're discovering who El is right along side Cat as she tries to figure out what happened. Also, since this is the first time Cat has been back to Scotland in 12 years, she is sort of rediscovering parts of herself the longer she stays in town. I really liked how the scavenger hunt clues slowly revealed more and more information about their relationship and their upbringing in a very logical and methodical way.  

I did appreciate how we get a lot of explanation and resolution after the final conflict so we can really see how Cat is doing after finding out all this information.  By the end, I did find myself slightly more interested in finding out the truth about what happened in their childhood more than what happened to El but the two plot threads are connected in the end so it was satisfying on both counts.  The one last twist was interesting but did feel a tad bit too convenient for my liking but I don't think it cheapened the overall narrative at all and I do think most readers will like it. 

Overall, I really enjoyed this story.  The narrative style was unique and really fit the overall plot and mood of the story, the characters were complex and evolved during the course of the book, and the ending was incredibly well paced and plotted.  I do think the narrative style can be hard to get into at first, but I think it is worth pushing through if possible to get to the body of the story because the payoff is 100% worth it.

Thanks to NetGalley and Scribner for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Publication date is April 20, 2021.

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thecatladybooknook_penny's review

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challenging dark mysterious tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

While I really enjoyed this book, I'm not sure the typical fast-paced thriller lover will give this book enough of a shot before setting it down.  It is marketed as a thriller, but it feels more like a mystery/fantastical/slow-burn story with a few thrilling elements.  It's very dark and tense; very gothic in feel.

If you like dark, slow-burn stories with a few twists; if you like fantasy and imaginary play, I think you'll like this.  Even those who read literary fiction may even like this if they also enjoy mystery/thrillers. 

Cat and El (mirror twins) have a very vivid imagination as children, encouraged by their mother, which lends very heavily to the fantastical elements.  There are even times where Cat as an adult leans in to what she knew as a child which made the house seem to take on a life of its own.  When I first started reading this, I was slightly confused, but I'm used to reading 1000 page fantasy novels.  I was willing to ride it out and see where this story would go.  I'm really glad I did.

There were some moments in the story where Cat would be narrating the story and she goes back to a childhood memory as a flashback of sorts which can be a little confusing for some because you aren't told "this is flashback, and okay now, we're back to real time".  I didn't mind that once I saw the author using that technique more and more.  The writing style was simple without being overly simplistic and was easy to read and imagine what was happening within the story.  A really good debut novel!

I highly recommend this book for the type reader I described above.  Thank you to Netgalley and Scribner books for this free advanced reader copy in exchange for an honest review.


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