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Graphic: Toxic relationship, Abandonment
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse
Minor: Alcoholism
Moderate: Child abuse, Mental illness, Abandonment
Minor: Death of parent
Graphic: Child abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Abandonment
Moderate: Vomit
Minor: Death of parent
Moderate: Child abuse, Abandonment
Graphic: Child abuse, Abandonment
Moderate: Mental illness, Death of parent
Minor: Vomit
Graphic: Child abuse, Emotional abuse
Graphic: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Vomit, Abandonment
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Abandonment
It honestly ended up becoming a new favorite. I was pleasantly surprised with how deeply into it I got. It centers around two characters, Emma and Justin, who see themselves as "cursed" because everyone who dates them seem to find their soulmate except them. I do think them meeting up and such felt a little too fast for my personal liking, it's a very sweet journey of the two of them as things change and they end up having feelings for the other. But they both have their own baggage that they deal with throughout the story, and the way the trauma is handled from both is so well done. I read in the Aknowledgements that Abby spoke with some licensed doctors, and I truly respect that about her (if I remember correctly, there was also a trigger warning at the beginning. Good on you, Abby). The exploration of trauma and how it is handled is relatable, sad, and feels so real. While I can't say I've been through what these characters have faced, I still really felt for them. This book made me tear up quite a few times. I waited many months to read this, and it was genuinely worth it, because hot damn I had so many feels.
I look forward to other books Abby Jimenez has written, and I'm glad it helped me figure out what I really like out of romance. Sweet companionship mixed in with angst (and very little to no sex) xD
Graphic: Child abuse, Mental illness, Abandonment
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Death of parent
Minor: Vomit, Car accident, Fire/Fire injury
I didn't think that the toxic mother situation would get to me as much as it did since I don't have a toxic relationship with my own mom. But my best friend did and I saw the same traits in Amber as I did in her mom and it made me so angry the whole book. I was just so mad on behalf of Emma but also my best friend. And every time Emma made excuses for her mom hurt my heart so much.
Anyway, that made this book very personal for me, but yet I didn't enjoy it as much as I have with Jimenez's other romances. I didn't really feel the chemistry between the two main characters. They had some cute moments together, but I didn't feel their love grow as much as I usually do with Jimenez's characters. And I know that has something to do with Emma's characterization and it was necessary for her arc, but it was still a bit of a let-down.
At the same time, Emma's character arc was really phenomenal. Jimenez has a great way of pushing her characters as far as they can go and then watching them break in order to watch them pull themselves back together as something new and better and I think she did that very well here too.
I do feel like Justin's personal issues took a back seat in this novel. He was going through a lot with his mom going to prison and him taking over the guardianship of his brother and sisters. That's a lot to deal with and I feel like it should have been a bigger deal and more of a focus in this book than it was. I think the book just didn't quite have the time to do that. I also think it would have been a lot if it had tried to go more into it. Therefore, I don't know if it was a good idea to have that element at all. I feel like it could have worked just as well if Justin didn't have quite as much to deal with so that the reader would expect his story to be more on the back burner like it was.
Finally, I LOVED that plot twist. I did not see it coming at all.
So yeah, there are conflicting feelings about this one. I didn't enjoy it as much as the other two, but I understand why that is and I do appreciate the artistic ability it took to write this so well.
Graphic: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Abandonment