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bethchass's review
Graphic: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, and Death of parent
enbylievable's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.5
Graphic: Child abuse, Pedophilia, Sexual content, and Sexual violence
thedistortionist's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Pedophilia, and Sexual content
Moderate: Drug use, Blood, and Death of parent
Minor: Fatphobia, Misogyny, and Suicidal thoughts
essie101's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual content, and Toxic relationship
Minor: Cursing, Blood, Stalking, and Alcohol
cncahall's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.25
Graphic: Child abuse, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, and Sexual content
inlaraland's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
The story follows Celeste, a beautiful young woman who is secretly a hebephile. Celeste pursues a career as a middle school teacher to gain access to young boys who she would like to pursue a relationship with. The entire story is told through Celeste's point of view, and you are trapped inside her twisted mind and thoughts. She has a hard time keeping up with "normal" appearances the more she indulges in her sick fantasies, and the story unravels into deep chaos.
This is probably one of the hardest, stomach churning books that I have ever listened to. What is even more horrific is the dismissive reactions around Celeste's behavior just because she's a conventionally attractive woman. The harsh truth about her dangerous behavior is somehow always masked. It made my skin crawl at times, and there were moments where I actually had to stop listening because I just couldn't go on.
Like I said, it isn't an easy read but the message that evil cannot be masked by a pretty face is strongly conveyed.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Sexual content, and Violence
coco78337's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Fatphobia, Pedophilia, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Grief, Death of parent, Gaslighting, Alcohol, and Injury/Injury detail
ratgirl17's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, and Sexual content
trashley_123's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, and Sexual content
tobyw's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
That being said, I was mostly unphased by this book. When it was really trying to be graphic and shocking, it felt like that time in grade eight when some girl ran up to me and held up her finger and said "look, BLOOD!" Its most successful moments were when I found myself nodding along with Celeste's logic, and then going "oh, yikes."
The ending fit well. To me, this was a book more about the hatred of age than the love of youth. I think Nutting pulled that off quite subtly but effectively. Celeste's last line is literally that she would rather imagine that she
Some of the writing was so absurd that it became risible, which often seemed intentional. There's a streak of dark humour and satire running through the book that kept me at arms' length from its disturbing content. Over all, it succeeded on its own terms, but I think the author could have set her sights higher.
Graphic: Child abuse, Pedophilia, and Sexual content