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leggierigia20's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
- Shortlisted for the Booker International 2024
“What if one half of a pair of twins no longer wants to live? What if the other can’t live without them?”
What if one half of a pair of twins no longer wants to live? What if the other can’t live without them? This quote is what lies at the heart of Jente Posthuma’s heartbreakingly simple What I’d Rather Not Think About. The narrator is a twin whose brother has recently taken his own life. She looks back on their childhood, and tells of their adult lives: how her brother tried to find happiness, but lost himself in various men and the Bhagwan movement, though never completely. This is the story of a depressive brother, and the twin sister he leaves behind in the wake of his suicide, from the perspective of this twin sister who loves and resents her twin, and above all, missed him terribly.
This is a deeply moving exploration of grief, wryly funny, and heartbreakingly sad. I read it all in a just a couple hours because I was just so engrossed in the way it accurately captured dark humour through its understated tone. It’s above every other average mourning novel in its utter rawness and authenticity. The strength here is in Posthuma’s minimalist prose— razor sharp and perfect in the most nonchalant ways, and it’s this prose that brings such a grim subject some light. It’s impossible to name everything that is beautiful about this novel.
It’s the simplicity of this that makes it so melancholic, and so immersive that I got fully lost and completely forgot I was reading it.
There are no easy answers, maybe no answers at all, to suicide. But the way Posthuma uses vignettes to capture pieces of the narrator’s memories of her brother are just that: not an answer but a mosaic of a recollection, piecing together the seemingly insignificant days we spend with our loved ones, until we realize that are all we have when they leave.
Graphic: Suicide attempt, Suicidal thoughts, and Mental illness
Depictions of suicidal ideation; main character struggles with depression and the plot is revolved around his suicide.my_a's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
I feel like the focus of the book is slightly mis-sold by the blurb and quotes etc. It's less about the sister coping post-loss, most of the book is about their lives growing up, then his final few months and only the final section of the book is the years after.
But still, I enjoyed it. The prose was direct but precise and layered in places. The final sentences got me.
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Mental illness, Death, Suicide attempt, Grief, and Suicide
Moderate: Sexual assault
sparklynightmare's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Suicide, Suicide attempt, and Suicidal thoughts
Moderate: Sexual assault and Bullying
fanni_b22's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Suicide, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, and Death
prosiaczekk's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
Graphic: Suicide attempt, Death, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide
Minor: Bullying
readwithchar's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Death of parent, Suicide, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Mental illness, Grief, and Genocide
lauren_mansfield0201's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Suicide, Suicide attempt, and Mental illness
Minor: Sexual assault
ninascozydayreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Suicide, Suicide attempt, and Mental illness
annefloor's review against another edition
4.5
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, and Death