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Ji-won is unlikable and kind of terrifying--but I still found myself (mostly) rooting for her.
Weird and unsettling--a psychological thriller that leans into body horror and cannibalism, and takes on racism, misogyny, fetishisation of Asian women, and white male entitlement.
Graphic: Body horror, Death, Gore, Infidelity, Misogyny, Racism, Sexism, Xenophobia, Blood, Medical content, Cannibalism, Murder, Cultural appropriation
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Stalking, Toxic friendship, Abandonment, Sexual harassment
Minor: Pedophilia
I will say some things did suprise me specifically
Ji-won is advertised as a serial killer on the blurb, but I felt like she didn’t display the typical serial killer vibes of being heartless, or having a passion for killing, or a specific method of killing. I do understand that her main reason for killing was her insatiable hunger for blue eyes and justice against the racist white men, but I felt the tittle of serial killer wasn’t fully fitting for her. It was more like she killed people because she wanted to eat their eyes. This is not necessary a bad thing, it just struck me as interesting developement - The book had less body horror than I expected (don’t get me wrong there were a lot of eye quivering moments
especially the textures and flavors of eating eyes ). But I expected a little more body horror, and most of the horror was psychological. - I wish the characters were a little more complex/diverse in their portrayal. I understand we see all of them from Ji-won’s perspective meaning we already get a biased view of them, but I felt like all the white men were portrayed horribly/stereotypically
like the guys in the coffee shop, and Geoffrey and George all could be based on real people that Asian have to deal with in their lives, but I feel like other men characters could be portrayed, didn’t even have to be a major character, could have been a barista or a classmate who was nice . I understand it’s important for the feminist message the author is trying to demonstrate, but it would be nice to have a nice example of a white man that could be used to amplify how horrible the other men were.To be fair I understand if there was such character, Ji-won’s hatred for white men would not be as strong probably ruing her character motivations - How funny the book actually was, both in the writing style and the dialogue of the characters. Like one time
after Alexis pointed out to the MC about the strangeness of Geoffrey, the next time we saw Geoffrey she described his eyes as unappetizing rot or something like and I was so thrown aback because in the previous chapter her and Geoffrey were best buds. Girl switched her mind so fast. And the dry humor of Ji-won’s narration was pretty funny. Like the one time where she was late to class and the teacher was giving her a hard time and she was talking about how she ate a homeless man’s eye ball, so sorry she wan’t in the best mood. Like it was quite funny./spoiler>
My favorite characters were Alexis and Ji-hyun because they felt like the most rational and reasonable characters. Also I totally ship
This got me out of a reading slump, would recommend.
Graphic: Body horror, Gore, Racism, Grief, Cannibalism, Murder
Moderate: Racial slurs, Sexism, Blood, Stalking, Toxic friendship
Minor: Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Pedophilia
Graphic: Body horror, Racism, Blood, Cannibalism
Graphic: Body horror, Gore, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Cannibalism, Murder, Toxic friendship, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Death, Infidelity, Misogyny, Racism, Sexism, Medical content, Grief, Stalking, Abandonment
Minor: Pedophilia, Racial slurs, Suicidal thoughts, Vomit, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Body horror, Mental illness, Racism, Violence, Blood, Cannibalism, Murder, Sexual harassment
Moderate: Abandonment
I love just the right amount of unsettledness, it was weird enough but never crossed the line into unrealistic or too unhinged (don’t get me wrong, it was unhinged, but compared to other books of a similar genre/vibe it was pretty mild, gross but just enough).
The ending was disappointing though. It felt too logical, too “normal” and didn’t finish the story properly, almost like there was a sequel planned.
Overall I enjoyed the book way more than I expected, I wanted to come back and read more, if not for the beginning and a small part of the end it would’ve been a perfect book.
Graphic: Body horror, Death, Gore, Racism, Violence, Blood, Cannibalism, Murder, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Racial slurs, Sexism, Sexual assault, Stalking
Almost everyone in this book is unlikeable, but I didn't mind. The beginning is a little slow, but once the decent into madness starts it doesn't stop. As a squeamish vegetarian, I wasn't super bothered by the pretty descriptive language used to immerse the reader in the main character's culinary experiences throughout the book. The way the author weaves the social commentary on the fetishization of Asian women in America with gore and horror was just, chefs kiss
Graphic: Body horror, Gore, Racism, Blood, Murder
Moderate: Racial slurs, Stalking
Graphic: Infidelity, Physical abuse, Racism, Sexism, Blood, Cannibalism, Stalking, Murder, Gaslighting, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Racial slurs
This may be the first book that ever made me actually puke, but it was part of the experience. Phenomenal read. I don't think I'll get this one off my mind for a while.
Graphic: Body horror, Gore, Mental illness, Racism, Toxic relationship, Blood, Cannibalism, Stalking, Murder, Cultural appropriation, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Body horror, Cursing, Death, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gore, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Toxic relationship, Violence, Xenophobia, Blood, Grief, Cannibalism, Stalking, Murder, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Cultural appropriation, Toxic friendship, Abandonment, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Eating disorder, Pedophilia, Sexual content, Gaslighting, Alcohol
Minor: Ableism