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More Happy Than Not by Adam Silvera

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cateemma's review against another edition

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emotional reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

Trigger warnings: suicide, suicidal thoughts, violent homophobia, abusive parents

THE NARRATIVE

Characters: 4/5
A nice mix of completely loveable and utterly detestable characters, all well-rounded. Aaron especially had a clear voice, though (and perhaps this was deliberate and I'm just dumb) sometimes his feelings were unclear or brushed over.
Plot: 4/5
An extra star for the plot twist I can't believe I didn't see coming, it was so perfect and shocking (usually I guess the ending/twist in books but for some reason I didn't in this one??). Overall, the plot was a bit messy and there was a lot to follow, but it kept me engaged and entertained throughout.
Writing: 4.5/5
Objectively, I can see that this book is written super well, but the writing style wasn't particularly to my taste - though that didn't stop me loving the book. This might be a weird thing to notice, but even though there was heaps of swearing, it never felt unnecessary? Like it just fit Aaron's character so well and added a lot to passages that wouldn't have been as impactful otherwise.

THE THEMES

Sexuality: 3.5/5
Honestly, the reason for the low rating is that one, I couldn't relate to Aaron's experiences, and two, there weren't really any lgbtqia+ characters who were happy with themselves and that just got to me a bit. Aaron's mum's support was beautiful, though, I loved that part of it.
I also found it weird how SpoilerAaron was so convinced Thomas was actually gay and in love with him and also there was low-key bi-erasure but that's fine.
Mental illness: 4/5
Once again, I just personally couldn't relate to Aaron's experiences the way I have been able to with other YA characters, so I don't think I can fairly judge the portrayal of mental illness in this one.
Friendship:
I just feel like Genevieve and Aaron would have been beautiful friends, okay? Those two and Thomas would have made an awesome trio if there weren't all the complications and history.

MY THOUGHTS 

I don't really know how I feel about this book. I know I couldn't put it down while reading it, but I don't look back on it that fondly. I definitely want to read more of Adam Silvera's books though, I'll be borrowing or purchasing them asap. 


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readwithmo's review against another edition

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challenging emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0


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davidbythebay's review against another edition

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dark emotional inspiring reflective sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

I anticipated more of a gay romance set in a harsher Outsiders scenario. With Pony Boy translated to the Bronx and a queer element to the story. What I got was more of a hard hitting emotional ride into what makes a person a person, the dangers of denying who you are, toxic masculinity, and depression. There are some moments that speak out to me now that I have completed and sat with the story. I felt a lot of those emotions on my coming out process and was glad to see the raw emotions here. 

The original ending was fine and good. But did feel a little bleak. To take that journey and end that way was just unsatisfying. But the newly added epilogue brought that refreshing light to the end of a dark story. Even Romeo and Juliette end in some positivity with the two families realizing they can't sustain this hatred forever. 

I do think I'd benefit from a second reading of this book as it hid some many more details and explorations than I gathered this first time around. Overall, a great novel. 

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malegerones's review against another edition

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slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character

3.25


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pippat25's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes

5.0

More happy than not is so cleverly written by Adam silvera, the plot leading up to the plot twist really makes you completely oblivious to what’s going to happen. It was totally unexpected. This book covers so many important issues we face in society and I think it’s a very good read. 

Favourite quotes (potential spoilers) :

- “it sucks that a word that’s supposed to mean happiness can somehow feel warped”

- “happiness comes again if you let it”

- “he loves me without being in love with me and that’s all I can ask of him”

- “I will do my best to always find the sun in the darkness because my life isn’t one sad ending - it’s a series of endless happy beginnings” 

- “sometimes pain is so unmanageable that the idea of spending another day with it seems impossible”


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writingcaia's review against another edition

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challenging emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes

4.5

It’d probably be 4⭐️ if I had read the first version of this novel which didn’t include the new ending chapter. Like the author I definitely believe Aaron deserved more happy endings, and I’m glad he wrote them. 
Aaron is young adult boy living in a poor Bronx neighbourhood with his mom and brother, trying to find love and friendship and who he is, and to forget his dad’s suicide and his own attempt at the same.
In a world where technology can erase traumas and past pains, people will make choices that will reverberated, in not always a great way, throughout their lives. 
This is a coming of age story with a fantasy twist. 
It was a very touching tale of the need to forget, of the need to remember, of crippling memories, of choices that are not choices at all, and those that are but seem to be taken from us.


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orenjiiii's review against another edition

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dark emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

Wasn't particularly engaged with the first half but finished the second half in a night. Giving this a 4 stars because me and Aaron are very different people so I couldn't always relate to him, but I loved his arc and growth. Cried a bit. I've only finished reading a handful of books recently and I'm glad this was one of them 

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prehistoricpotatoes's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional mysterious reflective sad slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.25


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reader_in_the_meadow's review against another edition

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emotional reflective sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

The 2015 Young adult Novel More Happy Than Not by american author Adam Silvera tells the story of Aaron Soto, a teenager living in a world where Memories can practically be wiped away. In this world he has to deal with depression, coming to terms with himself as well as finding his place in this world. 
The book contains the novel in five parts and 43 chapters as well as the author's note and acknowledgements. 

The plot of this novel is pretty straight forward in my opinion, but takes some unexpected turns throughout itself. Following Aaron, the main character, we get to read about his struggles as a teenager, his personal trauma, depression and him finding his place in society. We also get to experience him coming to terms with his own identity, which is the main story line.
I liked this story very much. It was neither too fast-paced nor too slow-paced. I thought this was also a very relateble story for me personally, not in all parts but in some. On another note, this was also very cutesy sometimes, which made my heart bloom! 

The characters in this novel are very different from each other. There Were many I liked, but also many I did not like and I think it is a great thing to actually malle characters unlikeable.
They also were unique from on another and I loved seeing all the different personalities interact with each other. Relationships between them were also very interesting and unique between each other.
Oh, and about representation in this: We have a latinx main character and side character as well as a gay main character and other non-heterosexual side characters. Personally I found the gay representation executed very well and not problematic in the least. I won't comment on other representation because I do not think it is my right to do so. 
If you want more intel on any other rep, I am sure you will find it on here. 

If you know me, you know that I am a huge fan of Silvera's writing style. I just think there is something to it that lets you take a look inside the minds of the different characters and let yourself be immersed in the story. It is also very easy to read and understand. 
However, I do have to say that it was also very cringey at some points. 

All summed up, I can recommend this book with a good conscious!
And if you do plan to read this please do not Forget to check the trigger warnings.


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vespertyne's review against another edition

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dark sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

1.0


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