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Moderate: Cancer, Chronic illness, Terminal illness, Grief, Death of parent
Graphic: Cancer, Death, Terminal illness, Death of parent
Willa is a student athlete and her ability to play - and to someday get attention from a professional soccer recruiter - is dependent on her grades staying strong, so it’s a problem that she’s struggling with her Business Math class. She needs notes for the classes she misses because of her games, but rather than help her out, her professor refers her to her classmate, Ryder Bergman, for help. The problem? The first few times Willa tries to talk to Ryder, he straight up ignores her. Willa may be someone who avoids confrontation, but she’s got a fiery temper and she’s not good at hiding it. And even though it turns out Ryder had a good reason for ignoring her - he’s deaf, and though he wears hearing aids, they aren’t perfect, so he didn’t actually hear her speaking - he’s not above antagonizing her even once they do figure out how to communicate. But their professor pushes them into working on a semester-long project together, so Willa and Ryder are forced to figure out how to get along. Over time, their relationship shifts from animosity to a teasing sort of friendship and an undeniable sexual attraction emerges. Willa would be happy to pursue a frenemies-with-benefits relationship with her “asshole lumberjack”, but she isn’t interested in anything serious and Ryder doesn’t want casual. It seems they are at an impasse - but when Willa faces a family tragedy, Ryder is the one who stands by her, and it becomes impossible to deny their feelings for each other.
There was so much that was good about this book. I liked Ryder and Willa a lot, though neither of them was perfect. Willa was definitely short tempered and had trust issues, but as you got to know her background, you understood why and sympathized with her. The only thing I didn’t like about her character was how much emphasis was put on her tendency to talk to herself out loud - how often, and how loudly, it happened without her noticing just didn’t seem believable. Ryder was also great. He was a bit of a stereotype of a big, muscular, outdoorsy guy, but the book was self-aware about it, so that was fine. I occasionally found the emphasis on Ryder’s masculinity a little weird, but that’s personal taste, not a real criticism of the book. Willa and Ryder had strong character arcs, both individually as they dealt with the personal issues that were keeping them from pursuing relationships, and as a couple. They had great, sexy chemistry together.
The disability rep in this book was really great. Ryder became deaf as an adult and at the time we meet him, he’s still learning to adjust to being disabled and the life he lost because of it. Liese clearly knows what she’s talking about when it comes to late-acquired deafness and the use of hearing aids; even when he chooses to get the best hearing aids he can, Ryder’s hearing is never perfect, and in some way using his aids creates additional challenges. She also deals with the emotional trauma that Ryder experienced as a result of becoming disabled as an adult in a very realistic way, focusing on his loss and need to adjust without turning his disability into a tragedy. I especially liked that though Ryder had many people in his life (the Bergmans are one of those enormous, overly close families that you get in a series romance) to support him, they didn’t always do the right thing. Ryder’s family sometimes got too pushy, or didn’t understand what he was going through; in particular, I liked the handling of the twist with
My one big issue with the book was a situation that came up towards the end.
Graphic: Terminal illness, Death of parent
Minor: Ableism
Graphic: Terminal illness
Graphic: Terminal illness, Grief, Death of parent
Moderate: Cancer, Chronic illness, Death, Abandonment
Graphic: Sexual content, Terminal illness, Grief, Death of parent
Loved the diversity with Ryders hearing loss and how he worked through his emotions regarding that happening later in life. Would’ve liked to see him adapt more with learning ASL on screen, feel like the author focused more on getting his hearing or some semblance of it back instead of embracing ASL.
I do appreciate the growth Willa and Ryder make towards the end! It just felt like we rushed through that after all the build up though.
Graphic: Cancer, Chronic illness, Terminal illness, Grief, Death of parent
Moderate: Sexism, Sexual content, Medical content, Abandonment
Minor: Ableism
Moderate: Ableism, Cancer, Chronic illness, Cursing, Death, Sexual content, Terminal illness, Vomit, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Abandonment, Alcohol
Graphic: Terminal illness
Moderate: Death of parent
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Ableism, Cancer, Death, Terminal illness, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Death of parent