4.29 AVERAGE

dark emotional mysterious reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging dark emotional funny mysterious tense
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

The anime based on this manga just started airing and I was immediately unwell over this story. I needed more so I sought out the manga— and I was not disappointed. I fear this premise may have been designed in a lab specifically for me.

It's like, what if there was something intrinsically Other about me. Something that others would deem monstrous. Would you... reach in and find out for yourself? Would you see me for what I truly am rather than the face I put on to blend in? Would you feel all the worst parts of me and stay? And would you love me anyway? JK....unless?

This story has rocketed me back to age sixteen, in bed at a sleepover with my Entirely Platonic female best friend, agonizing over how close I'm allowed to be to her. In that moment I felt something akin to monstrous. I too would have justified anything to keep her as my friend. I see aspects of myself in both Yoshiki and Hikaru, and I am in for the long haul to see how their story ends.

Expand filter menu Content Warnings

climbingintobooks's review

3.0

I gave this three stars not because it is bad but because it is not quite for me. There is nothing wrong with it, but I did not vibe with it much. The visuals are good, effectively conveying the creepiness and general wrongness of it all. Under all of the horror is the BL theme which seems to be the actual point of the story. Maybe they were crushing on each other before, but Yoshiki is definitely into not-Hikaru despite the not part. It might all be a strange way of approaching romance.

Un début solide, avec des personnages intéressants et une ambiance pesante, j'ai hâte de lire la suite !
adventurous challenging dark funny mysterious sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
hdunn9's profile picture

hdunn9's review

5.0
dark emotional mysterious sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
dark emotional medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
mysterious tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Loveable characters: Yes

im obsessed.....
challenging dark emotional mysterious fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This is queer media if I’ve ever seen queer media 

Expand filter menu Content Warnings