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I felt desperate with desire to be a woman, to plunge into living.
The first half of Anaïs Nin’s collected erotica, a feast of purple prose, and a glimpse of a model of writing that has largely fallen away. Nin’s chapters serve more as what Anne Rice described as pictures in gilded frames rather than short narratives readers might expect nowadays. Stories end abruptly and often for simple reasons (the love affair ended, the man got bored, just assume it went on like this). Even in the longer chapters or more collected narratives, Story is regulated back stage. Character and Eroticism are the stars.
Some other thoughts:
Strange to glimpse the erotic dreams of over twenty years now. Some are still industry standards (BDSM, Semi-Public Sex), some have fallen out of favor (“The Boarding School” is almost laughably overplayed and socially condemned now).
Purple prose, my life’s joy! Very Angela Carter’s The Bloody Chamber.
Struck by how frequently women feature as leads and the central problem is an internal barrier to sexual satisfaction. “Lilith” was rather sad to me, a housewife so frustrated in herself and her failure to act according to social standards.
Nin’s introduction talks a lot about the power of poetry for an erotic dream to be successful. Fascinating when combined with the collection overall.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Incest, Infidelity, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence
Graphic: Incest, Pedophilia, Sexual content
Very dated way of speaking about sexuality, race, consent, etc. Would not rec to anyone in my life. Unless you're into that and in that case, we should discuss the book. Def not for the faint-hearted. Wonder how much is the author and how much is the author pandering for the audience. Prose is what kept me reading. Sometimes coy in what she's writing, sometimes outright "yeh he stuck in her and it hurt. And then she came for some reason?" Lol but a fascinating look at what life used to be like way back when. Read enough modern sex scenes to bore of them almost immediately so reading this was quite captivating. Had necrophilia too since it's not in the content warning
Graphic: Ableism, Adult/minor relationship, Biphobia, Body shaming, Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Incest, Infidelity, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Racism, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Violence, Suicide attempt, Lesbophobia, Cultural appropriation, Sexual harassment, Classism
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Incest, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual violence
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Animal cruelty, Body horror, Body shaming, Bullying, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Eating disorder, Hate crime, Homophobia, Incest, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Racial slurs, Racism, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Torture, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Trafficking, Murder, Pregnancy, Lesbophobia, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment, Colonisation
Graphic: Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence
Moderate: Pedophilia
Minor: Racism
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Animal cruelty, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Incest, Infidelity, Pedophilia, Racism, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Drug use, Incest, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual content
Graphic: Child abuse, Incest, Pedophilia
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Incest, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence
Moderate: Pedophilia, Racism