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embee007's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I am a little girl. I am a monster.
This is an uncomfortable & unsettling read in multiple ways. The rules keep changing, the oppression & misogyny are stifling. You're constantly questioning if you misread something (you didn't), misunderstood something (again, no), or if things are really happening (time will tell...). You may pause to reflect on it, or let it settle, you may even reread a sentence or two, or a few pages. But then you're (hopefully) shrugging & moving on, right back into the murk. Push thru the uncomfortable & unsettling feelings - this book is absolutely worth it.
"The women always have to fall because of a man."
Is this book similar to A Handmaid's Tale? Yes, but that's putting it extremely simply. Becoming scientifically reborn/placed into a new body after each death means an unending Handmaid's Tale (nightmare).
“What is the point of immortality if you can’t fucking remember your past?”
I almost wish this were two separate books? Or a series of short stories. The concepts introduced were so ginormous, so dense, & so heavy. Before we get all the answers to our original (albiet small) questions, & we're moved on problems & questions that are so big in comparison that there's really no logical scale - we're comparing grains of sand to a planet. & then when we have planet-sized issues on hand, we're supposed to go back to caring about a singular human, & those grains of sand too? I want more expansion on so much, to give us smaller information bites to chew on & digest & appreciate, but I love how it was done regardless, & this book will haunt me for some time to come.
"It’s funny when something irrefutably terrible happens, and people say, “How can such a thing happen?” But evil flows where it flows. Through gaps and loopholes and human beings. Indifferent to legislation and policies."
The dialogue is phenomenal - I have so many quotes saved. This was by far my favorite part. I felt like I didn't understand where the plot was going for a short while, but it all came together.
"Why must we always die in order to be seen?"
I don't know who, if anyone, I can reccomend this to. Check the Content Warnings!!! I cannot stress that enough. I had been looking forward to this book for months & I finally got it from the library this month, but it was not the best timing for me - I pushed thru regardless. I do not recommend this tactic for everyone.
"Everything is easily rigged once you understand the system."
Representation: disabled amputee MC, MC with fertility issues, nonbinary or agender MC, mostly Black (Botswana) characters. Motswana MC (own voices)
“This is a very networked hell.”
Graphic: Blood, Grief, Gun violence, Infidelity, Murder, Rape, Sexual content, Violence, Vomit, Death of parent, Body horror, Car accident, Death, Gore, Self harm, Injury/Injury detail, Miscarriage, Misogyny, Emotional abuse, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Torture, Body shaming, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Forced institutionalization, Gaslighting, and Infertility
Moderate: Incest, Medical content, Racism, Ableism, Confinement, Panic attacks/disorders, Body shaming, and Pedophilia
_kathill's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
2.5
Graphic: Blood, Body horror, Cannibalism, Injury/Injury detail, Medical trauma, Murder, Emotional abuse, Toxic relationship, Gore, Infidelity, Violence, Death, Death of parent, Drug use, and Sexual assault
Moderate: Miscarriage, Racism, and Classism
caidyn's review
Graphic: Pregnancy, Miscarriage, and Misogyny
falenkizzy's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.25
Graphic: Murder, Misogyny, and Death
Moderate: Ableism, Sexual assault, Rape, and Miscarriage
Minor: Trafficking, Sexual violence, and Incest
roytoo's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
That line from the book description echoes my reactions:
This story clawed into me with its vivid descriptions of mundane, good, bad and evil deeds set in a future Botswana (and world) where very long lives are possible.
But what is the true cigar if those long lives, especially for everyone who isn't a cis male?
Please see the content warnings.
Graphic: Misogyny, Murder, and Death
Moderate: Sexual assault, Rape, and Miscarriage
Minor: Incest, Trafficking, and Sexual violence
kelsokake's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
In our city, it is unwise to trust reality.
I have been betrayed by reality, betrayed by my subconscious, shipwrecked from reality.
Now every thought must be deceased from my mind before its birth.
While it took me a while to get invested, once I was in it, I was in it. The last quarter of the book had me constantly gasping in surprise and while the metaphor/allegory got a little heavy-handed towards the end, I still found myself wanting to know what was going to happen. I would definitely check out other books by Tlotlo Tsamaase
Graphic: Sexism, Infertility, Misogyny, Death, Death of parent, Drug use, Injury/Injury detail, and Murder
Moderate: Confinement, Colonisation, Car accident, Body horror, Child death, Kidnapping, Emotional abuse, and Miscarriage
Minor: Racism and Sexual violence
poisoned_icecream's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Death of parent, Grief, Infidelity, Injury/Injury detail, Gaslighting, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual content, Blood, Sexual assault, Death, Drug use, Infertility, Car accident, and Gore
Moderate: Pregnancy, Incest, and Miscarriage
planet_taffy's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
It terms of the sci-fi elements, Tsamaase's future Botswana is also full of layers from artificial immortality through "body-hopping" to the many tools of surveillance and control giving us the dynamic of second class citizens through "microchipped people". Xe is pretty good about explaining new technologies each time they come up so that, by the time they're super important to the plot, you're quite familiar with them.
All in all it's a rewarding read, even if the verbiage is a bit hard to get through on the first pass. Nothing in the book is a throwaway, making the ending one of the most satisfying I've read. My only complaint is that I wish less scenes had taken place in the car.
Graphic: Injury/Injury detail, Body horror, Misogyny, Drug use, Infertility, Infidelity, Sexual violence, Domestic abuse, Blood, Death, Sexism, Death of parent, Violence, Car accident, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Gore, Grief, and Murder
Moderate: Physical abuse, Rape, Miscarriage, and Child death
Minor: Kidnapping and Pregnancy
These are pulled from the frontmatter of the book. Sensitive topics are used with purpose, but there is quite a bit of gore & body horror.mals_reads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
4.0
if you like a more complicated plot, this is definitely for you. the book takes a turn about a quarter of the way in, turning from pure Afrofuturist sci-fi into a dystopian psychological thriller and a race against time.
i think Tlotlo Tsamaase accomplished quite a feat and i really adored her main character Nelah; she was a fighter, and i think the author did an amazing job making her both complex and so, so understandable.
Graphic: Sexism, Misogyny, Miscarriage, Sexual assault, and Racism
Moderate: Violence, Rape, Pregnancy, Murder, and Medical trauma
Minor: Incest
swalk's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Whilst I really loved the concept of mixing futuristic dystopia and horror, the execution could have been better. There is quite a lot to take in about this new world and at the start, this was at a reasonable pace, then not much happened for a while until there was a huge information dump in chapter 31. I felt some of these concepts could have been explained earlier whilst still keeping plenty for a big reveal. At 80% I had to go back to 60% and re-listen, which helped the rest of the book make much more sense.
*SPOILERS*
Useful concepts to understand when you get to 75%
Microchipped persons who are due to get their chip removed are put to a test - The Murder Trial to see how they react under pressure when they think no one is watching. That’s how the government determine microchip removal. If you fail the test you must deal with the return of your dead victim, through Motseyeng they will return and kill your whole family unless you stop them. There is still a chance to get through this if you stop the victim from completing this process.
The Murder Trials - a city-sanctioned cultural heritage and purification ritual that every person with a microchip undergoes. The victim of the murder sets the rules that emanate from Motseyeng (sp.), a historically magical watering hole that demands blood from human sacrifice.
*END OF SPOILERS*
Overall I did enjoy this, I just found parts of it very confusing at times. 3.5/5 but with a lot of potential, I will be keeping an eye out for future work from this author.
If you like Noughts+Crosses, Jordan Peele movies or Black Mirror you might enjoy this.
The narrator does a great job bringing characters to life and keeping you engaged with the storyline. I think if the narrator hadn’t done such a good job I would have ended up a lot more confused than I did.
Graphic: Death
Moderate: Gore and Miscarriage