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Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Rape, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Gaslighting, Alcohol
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Misogyny, Sexism, Alcohol
Moderate: Cursing, Emotional abuse, Sexual content
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Rape, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Grief, Death of parent
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual content, Toxic relationship
Moderate: Alcoholism
Minor: Addiction
Moderate: Misogyny, Pedophilia, Sexual content
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, Sexual harassment
Moderate: Death, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Stalking, Death of parent, Abandonment, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Rape, Sexual assault
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Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual content, Alcohol
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Alcohol
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Sexual content, Blood
i picked this up because i saw a youtube short that basically said something along the lines of "i'm halfway through this book and i feel sick" backdropped by a picture of the first page, adorned with the very eye-catching first sentence:
i liked hurting girls.
i was intrigued, because i'm a fan of all things dark, disgusting, disturbing, mental.
and the first third was quite good, actually - funny (the narrator taking the "pith" out of someone's "lithsp" was probably the funniest thing i've read in a book ever) and cynical; the reader absolutely appalled by the narrator and yet being met with smart and relatable quotes, self-aware, realistic observations about life and the relationships we choose to fill it with.
but all of that sort of got lost as the story progressed: the narrator becoming an emblem in AA (alcoholics anonymous), getting a good job, fretting about the future, describing his boring and mid-life-crisis way of living, and tiring everyday life.
halfway through, this turned into some sort of self-pitying self-help book written by a touch-deprived middle-aged man.
and the thing with aisling, right...
the thing we've been waiting for since page one.
it was nothing.
infuriating, considering i read 140 slow and excruciating pages to get to this point just to be disappointed like every girl the narrator fooled back in his prime time. (ironic, if you think about it.)
yeah, i just expected something a little different. i wanted disgusting, unhinged. i wanted another humbert humbert (shame on whoever it was who compared this book to lolita in the synopsis).
i wanted so much more than this.
but alas.
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Sexism, Toxic relationship, Alcohol
Minor: Physical abuse, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Death of parent