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This may be the worst book or best book I've ever read. Ask me in ten years.

I understand that saying “It really starts to pick up around the 450-page mark” isn’t exactly a can’t-miss recommendation of a 700-page book, and I also understand that I’ve written something similar about almost every 400+ page book I’ve read. I also understand that might be a reflection of my conflating the runner’s high of cresting a literary marathon’s halfway mark with the thrill of reading great writing. And yet! Maybe it’s the Charlie Kaufman fan in me, but I do sort of believe that those thrills don’t have to be mutually exclusive? That maybe it’s possible for a book that feels like an inane chore for 200-odd pages to unexpectedly open up and start paying off some of that legwork - the whole “that mountain looks insurmountable, I don’t want to climb it, I can’t, wait, look, I’m doing it!, it’s actually kind of beautiful up here, etc.” thing - and for the quirks of voice and syntax that seem laborious upfront to become familiar and possibly ingenious by the back nine? But who’s to say - I also want to feel important for reading long, “smart” books, so there’s always going to be a self-serving need to intellectualize away any less-then-effusive thoughts about a book I’m “supposed” to like. So here are those grains of salt you’ll be needing, I suppose. And I understand.

But I DO like it! Have you seen that Lupe Fiasco tweet where he reviewed his own album and gave it a 7/10? Well this is like the baby of that and Gravity’s Rainbow. All of Kaufman’s greatest movies are in here, name-checked explicitly as our protagonist derides them for their infinite (in his eyes) flaws. But we don’t really believe him (or Kaufman via him), because there are thoughts and themes from all of them scattered throughout this absurdist waterslide into insanity. There’s memory stuff from Eternal Sunshine, identity stuff from Being John Malkovich, meta-creative stuff from Adaptation, slippery reality stuff from I’m Thinking of Ending Things, and so on. But he doesn’t just borrow from himself; there’s also inversion stuff from Tenet, satirical stuff from Vonnegut/Heller, cartoonish slapstick stuff from Looney Tunes, and ~so~ on. It’s a smorgasbord affair, really, but its ten million distinct influences still aren’t enough to override the inimitable voice of Kaufman - one of our greatest imagineers, still imagining things the rest of us couldn’t think up with the aid of the strongest substances in existence. If having to occasionally slog through interminable ramblings and indecipherable dreamscapes to get to that pure, unrefined imagination isn’t a trade you’re willing to make, I’ll understand. I’ll disagree, but I’ll understand.
challenging dark funny slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

lizzyrago's review against another edition

DID NOT FINISH: 56%

Too absurd and confusing 
challenging dark funny reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

FINALLY FINISHED THIS GODDAMN
i feel like i have stockholm syndrome now. i poured my time and energy into this book for a month and at times it really felt like hell. now, however, a lot of it is starting to make a lot more sense. i dont know, it was so dense and exhausting and that’s why i feel so conflicted. i dont know!!!!

this gets a 3 1/2 star rating (????)

4.5 ⭐️

emoji del monito que se tapa la boca


(porque no me ha gustado no me ha gustado nada puedes escribir muy bien muy de putísima madre de hecho y sin embargo hacer un libro que sea un montón de basura que da cinco vueltas de campana sobre cada cosa que propone lo siento pero me bajo del tren kaufman a llorar porque eres listo a tu casa pesado)


(hay una cantidad ENORME de trump en este libro y no es subversivo solo es gilipollas)

This was my second attempt to read Antkind after I gave up a few years back. This book is long, challenging, and hard to follow. I almost gave up (again) a number of times along the way. But at the same time it's incredibly funny (at times) like few books I've read, and it's a remarkably novel work of fiction. Glad I made it through this time, but I doubt I would recommend this book to many friends.
challenging dark funny reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes