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this book was truly impactful. it was complex and raw. it examined many important and hard themes in such an intense and personal way. this book was so realistic, the writing was beautiful and engaging. the characters were imperfect and authentic and so endearing. i just wish we could’ve seen a little more of their past to understand more their behaviours (also kinda wish audre was acting more of her age sometimes i couldn’t understand how she wasn’t 16?!?).
tropes: second chance romance, bookish setting
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Racial slurs, Self harm, Medical trauma
Minor: Child abuse, Chronic illness, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Rape, Vomit, Grief, Colonisation
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Child abuse, Chronic illness, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Mental illness, Racism, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Murder, Abandonment, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Chronic illness, Death, Drug abuse, Self harm, Sexual content
Moderate: Gun violence, Racism, Rape, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Police brutality
that whole character of audre felt so off-putting and it was an overexaggerated form of a teen. i am aware of the fact that it's difficult to write about a teenager without you being one yourself but i did not need all the "peace sign with the tongue out selfie" being made or the whole excessive social media usage. which brings me to my next point why i did not vibe with the book overall and that's because of all the pop/modern references such as stranger things, snapchat (really?!), lizzo and literally anything that exists now. it put me off and i know this is more of a me-problem rather than the author's work one but i really disliked it and it made me want to quit the book every time i met such mentions.
I'm so upset that the execution is so bad...
the story between eva and shane felt so flat, it didn't make me feel anything and as it was progressing(?) i realized that i didn't care what their childhood story is.
one thing i did like was the ending when shane met eva and she didn't make a fuss but just listened to his explanation. i very much appreciated that, it was v grown-up. the whole epilogue (aside from the structure and the spongebob-esque "a few moments later" part) was actually great! i loved knowing about eva's past generations. :)
tl:dr, this would have made a great movie, a sweet little rom-com if you will, maybe then i would like it better.
Graphic: Alcoholism, Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Sexual content
Moderate: Addiction, Child death, Death, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Suicide attempt
Minor: Rape
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Chronic illness, Death, Drug use, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Grief, Car accident, Death of parent, Abandonment, Alcohol, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Self harm, Violence
Minor: Rape
Graphic: Ableism, Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Infidelity, Mental illness, Racism, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Blood, Grief, Medical trauma, Car accident, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Gaslighting, Abandonment, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail, Classism
Graphic: Alcoholism, Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Drug use, Self harm
Moderate: Gun violence, Mental illness, Rape, Forced institutionalization, Grief, Suicide attempt
Minor: Body shaming, Car accident
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Chronic illness, Cursing, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Racism, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Grief, Car accident, Death of parent, Abandonment, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Self harm
Moderate: Child abuse, Death, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Racism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Forced institutionalization, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Sexual harassment
Minor: Rape