dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: No

I loved the first half. Second half got very bloody and I just can’t say that is really my thing. Overall the whole innocent by day killer by night doesn’t seem true though, somehow I feel like I would’ve liked it more if it was.

I read the book because of the ace-aro representation and I really like the central element of friendship and the way it was not minimized in comparison to romantic/sexual relationship as is often done.

 Good read overall.

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I was drawn to this book because of the cover, not going to lie but what a brilliant story. I was hooked! Main character Isabel is one brave, strong, determined force of nature to have survived everything she has gone through at such a young age. Poor Isabel. BUT... She refuses to die. What would you do if your parents were your own enemies? Abusers? Take advantage of you? Use you? Isabel fights back hard. A messed up, twisted and disturbing story in parts with many deaths along the way. I devoured half of this in one day. A brilliant YA series. The best bit? This is book one in the series. I cannot wait to see what lies ahead for Isabel. A well deserved four stars. Fast paced. Edge of seat reading. Death. Fights. Fire. Enemies.
adventurous mysterious medium-paced
dark emotional tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
adventurous mysterious tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
emotional hopeful sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: No

Full disclosure up front: I found out about The Butterfly Assassin because Finn Longman and I are both in the same Discord server, and I read the book because Finn was doing a chapter-by-chapter readalong on their blog (starting here). I won't pretend these reviews are ever objective, but I may be more than usually biased about this book in particular. The Butterfly Assassin probably ins't a book I would have picked out to read otherwise, dystopian cities and teen assassins not being things I particularly look for, but there's a lot more going on under the surface that I really came to appreciate.

The Butterfly Assassin is tightly focused on its main character, who goes by both Isabel and Bella. While there are on-page assassinations, the story is really about Isabel's struggle to escape from her training and the environment that went with it. Where some novels might treat assassin training as cool, Finn presents Isabel's past as deeply traumatic, and engages skilfully with what character and personality development look like coming out the other side. While Isabel is indisputably the star, all The Butterfly Assassin's characters stand out as deeply complex. There are few, if any, easy choices presented on these pages. 

As you might expect for a city run by two guilds of assassins, the setting of The Butterfly Assassin is dark, but not unremittingly so. The moments of defiant light emerge all the more clearly against a background that deliberately reflects the bleakest aspects of our real world. In particular, the relationships and connections between characters provide a sense of hope, even when the story turns tragic. It's too rare to read about friendships being just as important as other kinds of relationship, but Finn presents them beautifully.

While the prose of The Butterfly Assassin isn't particularly descriptive most of the time, there are moments of visual beauty, mostly around pictures the characters have painted. The lack of description elsewhere serves to make these moments really pull the reader's attention, and end up being one of the most memorable things about the setting. It's also worth mentioning that the narrative voice is occasionally laugh-out-loud funny. 

While this isn't a review of the readalong, it definitely improved my experience reading the book and gave me a lot to think of in terms of metaphor and character mirroring. Finn's careful not to spoil book two, but there are a few places where if you're reading chapter-by-chapter, you will find out some things in advance of where they feature in the text. That didn't spoil it for me, but I'm not a very spoiler-sensitive reader, so your mileage may vary. 

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adventurous dark emotional mysterious medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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dark tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: No

"It's my trauma. You don't get to tell me how to deal with it."

The Butterfly Assassin is a book about pain and trauma set in a city run by assassin guilds (no, not like the game). We follow Isabel as she tries to scape the darkness, which seems to insist on continuing to follow her. I can't actually remember where I first came across this book but I remember thinking it sounded interesting and was very happy when my library got a copy. I was a little disappointed by the first chapter or two but I quickly got invested in the characters and plot. It is a bit of a weird mix of being quite YA at times (not meant as a bad thing -neither more typical YA style writing nor the writing found in books intended for an older audience is better than the other) and simultaneously rather grim and gritty. There were some points where the story was a bit predictable or formulaic, but overall, I loved what the author did with the characters and the fact that Isabel wasn't magically "cured" of all her struggles and problems by the end. The book explores a lot of dark themes (some of which are based on the author's own experiences - although they aren't an assassin as far as I know) and may may contain content that is difficult for some to read (I would definitely recommend taking a look at content warnings if you need them.

Isabel is definitely a complex character. At times it feels like she isn't actually sure of who she is - understandable given her incredibly traumatic past. I am interested to see what direction the author takes her in in the next book. Especially if she isn't sick for half the book and can actually work on herself and find out what she wants.  She is also aroace. Although this is only brought up in the authors' note (in which they mention she is asexual and uninterested in romance like they are), knowing that makes me happy. I hope this is explores on page a bit more in the next book though. I do absolutely love that it never feels like she is missing anything because of her orientation though as strong friendships can be just as fulfilling as relationships. I must say that I really enjoyed the lack of romance in this book as so many stories present it as this crucial component of life and magic solution to all your problems, even when in the depths of an intense and life-threatening scenario. It was so nice to read about how other kinds of people can have just as much of an impact on your life. 

If you are interested in a dark YA story where everything isn't all neatly tied up at the end I can  definitely recommend this one to you (although do check the content warnings first if you need them). I will definitely be picking up the sequel as I am very interested to learn more about Isabella and the world she lives in.

Some notes on some of the content warnings. All are individually spoilered.

Child death:
Brief mentions but goes higher if you consider older teen deaths
 
Chronic illness: 
Effects of poisoning
 
Medical content: 
Includes doctors visits, needles for taking blood and minor surgery
 
Mental illness: 
PTSD, trauma and anxiety
 
Toxic relationship: 
Parent-child relationship rather than romantic
 
Injury detail: 
Lots of discussion of scars. may also be triggering for SH but they aren't self inflicted
 
Medical trauma: 
Includes experimentation and loss of reproductive ability
 

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adventurous dark sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: N/A
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated