1. The body keeps the score - bessel van der Kolk

2. Her body and other parties - carmen maria machado

3. when you are engulfed in flames - david sedaris

4. the idiot - elif batuman

5. Tenth of december - george Saunders

6. In the night kitchen - maurice sendak

7. I'll be gone in the dark - michelle mcnamara

8. Modern tarot - michelle tea

9. A season in hell and the drunken boat - arthur rimbaud

10. Emotional blackmail - susan forward