maybe it was just not the right time for me to read this book or something, but it literally did nothing for me. i was just constantly waiting for the book to end... i didn't connect with the character at all. the mixed formatting of this book is normally something i love, as i find them to read super fast. but for this book, it just didn't work for me. it all felt like the same person talking/writing/narrating. all in all, i just wasn't a fan!